I was an innocent young girl
full of idealism and romantic fluff
passions awakened
and a heart full of love

Taken deflowered and tossed aside
a baby factory devoid of hope
existence upon a heap of abuse
a bride with emotional starvation

No time to express or process
shoved deep into an abyss
like a volcano rumbling
all these decades later

Unexpectedly triggered
a raging inferno
lost touch with my precious God
found myself fighting Satan to save my soul

Anger and rage does that
you lose peaceful salvation
the monster of pain I thought was dead
has reared its ugly head

Fight I have and will
till victory again reigns
the Holy Spirit my partner
will bring me home again