Spiritual Mood Swings

I burrow in emotion
Hiding from the rest of the world.
I sigh with devotion,
God is my king, I am his pearl.
Hanging from his neck
Soaked in bloody misery.
He gives me a peck
Betrays with a kiss of destiny.
I laugh knowing I'm wrong
Losing myself in his grace.
So angry I sing my song.
Of rage and beautiful craze .
Confusion makes everything clear.
Questioning my swinging heart.
He blesses me as I reek of fear
He knows everything from the very start.

Matthew 11:28
Then Jesus said, "Come to me, all of you who are weary and carry heavy burdens, and I will give you rest.