My Son, My Angel
My angel gave me something to care for49 total reviews
Comment from jenintorre
There are no words to describe the pain you must feel. This story made me cry. That kitten certainly must have been an angel. I am so pleased that you didn't take your life. I think this competition entry must be a winner. Blessings. Jen.
reply by the author on 19-Feb-2022
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There are no words to describe the pain you must feel. This story made me cry. That kitten certainly must have been an angel. I am so pleased that you didn't take your life. I think this competition entry must be a winner. Blessings. Jen.
Comment Written 19-Feb-2022
reply by the author on 19-Feb-2022
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Thank you for your kind words and the six stars. As I later reflected on this incident, I realized it was not a coincidence that the kitten was in that exact place as that precise time.
Comment from Bridge
A very touching and powerful story. I have a son and cannot even begin to comprehend your pain . I am glad your son son sent you an angel. Take care.
With regards
reply by the author on 19-Feb-2022
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A very touching and powerful story. I have a son and cannot even begin to comprehend your pain . I am glad your son son sent you an angel. Take care.
With regards
Comment Written 19-Feb-2022
reply by the author on 19-Feb-2022
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Thank you for reading and for your kind words.
Comment from pome lover
That is a very moving and tender account of your experience, and a lovely way of explaining it.
What a remarkable story. To write about it s very brave and I'm sure, hard to do. A miracle, really.
I hope your life, since that time has been fulfilling and as happy as possible.
Katharine
reply by the author on 19-Feb-2022
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That is a very moving and tender account of your experience, and a lovely way of explaining it.
What a remarkable story. To write about it s very brave and I'm sure, hard to do. A miracle, really.
I hope your life, since that time has been fulfilling and as happy as possible.
Katharine
Comment Written 19-Feb-2022
reply by the author on 19-Feb-2022
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Thank you. It was a long time ago and I have learned to live with it but will never, ever forget that day.
Comment from Ulla
First, I want to say how sorry I am that you've been through such a tragedy. Having to bury your child is not how it should be. I can understand the despair you went through, that would lead to what you intended to do. And then a small miracle happened in the form of a little kitten, which fortunately saved your life. Ulla:)))
reply by the author on 19-Feb-2022
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First, I want to say how sorry I am that you've been through such a tragedy. Having to bury your child is not how it should be. I can understand the despair you went through, that would lead to what you intended to do. And then a small miracle happened in the form of a little kitten, which fortunately saved your life. Ulla:)))
Comment Written 19-Feb-2022
reply by the author on 19-Feb-2022
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Thank you for reading and your kind words. The kitten was with me for over twenty years. What were the odds of a tiny kitten being in that spot at that prcise time?
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Precisely, what were the odds? I'm glad it was with you for so many years.
Comment from Jay Squires
This was a profoundly moving, hair-rising-on-the-arm story that deserves a wide audience. There is no accounting for the type of miracle that touched your life and its incredible timing. I hope the kitten pulled through and you have it as a continuing reminder of life's miracles... and the miracles in life.
reply by the author on 19-Feb-2022
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This was a profoundly moving, hair-rising-on-the-arm story that deserves a wide audience. There is no accounting for the type of miracle that touched your life and its incredible timing. I hope the kitten pulled through and you have it as a continuing reminder of life's miracles... and the miracles in life.
Comment Written 19-Feb-2022
reply by the author on 19-Feb-2022
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Thank you. The kitten lived to be over twenty and I named her Iggy after Roy's old cat. The odds of a kitten being in that spot at that precise time, had to be a miracle.
Comment from royowen
I know how much I love my children, fortunately they are both still with me, and have given me five glorious young lives, like you, I wouldn't want to live without them. So I can understand how you felt. Destiny and heaven's diadem came to your rescue, but then who knows? Faith is a wonderful gift, it gives the strength to carry on, and wherever it came from? Beautifully written blessings Roy
reply by the author on 19-Feb-2022
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I know how much I love my children, fortunately they are both still with me, and have given me five glorious young lives, like you, I wouldn't want to live without them. So I can understand how you felt. Destiny and heaven's diadem came to your rescue, but then who knows? Faith is a wonderful gift, it gives the strength to carry on, and wherever it came from? Beautifully written blessings Roy
Comment Written 18-Feb-2022
reply by the author on 19-Feb-2022
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Thank you. It took this long for me to be able to write about my death wish. I don't know, maybe I was ashamed of being so weak.
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No don?t fret, we?re all weak when it comes to our kids
Comment from Wendy G
This is a moving and beautiful story and I am glad that the kitten saved your life. I am sure the kitten grew to be a much-loved and treasured companion, reminding you of your son with much love. Best wishes for your entry.
Wendy
reply by the author on 18-Feb-2022
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This is a moving and beautiful story and I am glad that the kitten saved your life. I am sure the kitten grew to be a much-loved and treasured companion, reminding you of your son with much love. Best wishes for your entry.
Wendy
Comment Written 18-Feb-2022
reply by the author on 18-Feb-2022
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Thank you. I found it odd that a tiny kitten was in that exact spot at that precise time. What are the odds of that? Then there was the strange feeling that I still can't describe to this day.
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You had angelic protection for sure. It's a powerful testimony to God's presence and love, watching over you.
Comment from Rosemary Everson1
What a story you have told. I think this would be a good lesson for anyone who was going to take their last breath by suicide. They always say to leave this world in that kind of condition is being selfish. Because God gave you the gift of life. So glad that the kitten changed your mind.
reply by the author on 18-Feb-2022
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What a story you have told. I think this would be a good lesson for anyone who was going to take their last breath by suicide. They always say to leave this world in that kind of condition is being selfish. Because God gave you the gift of life. So glad that the kitten changed your mind.
Comment Written 18-Feb-2022
reply by the author on 18-Feb-2022
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Thank you for reading and commenting. I never believed in angels until that day. The odds of a kitten, my favorite animal, being in that exact place at that precise time was more than a coincidence.
Comment from juliaSjames
I'm so sorry for your loss. May your dear son continue to rest in peace. You describe deep, agonizing grief and overwhelming depression very well. A time when the irrationality of taking one's life seems logical because everything is turned around.
It does seem likely that your son sent an angel kitten to bring you back to yourself. He is the one who knows your loving heart and how you would react to a helpless creature needing affection and attention.
Well written and believable.
Good luck in the prompt
Stay safe and blessed
Julia
reply by the author on 18-Feb-2022
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I'm so sorry for your loss. May your dear son continue to rest in peace. You describe deep, agonizing grief and overwhelming depression very well. A time when the irrationality of taking one's life seems logical because everything is turned around.
It does seem likely that your son sent an angel kitten to bring you back to yourself. He is the one who knows your loving heart and how you would react to a helpless creature needing affection and attention.
Well written and believable.
Good luck in the prompt
Stay safe and blessed
Julia
Comment Written 18-Feb-2022
reply by the author on 18-Feb-2022
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Thank you. Your reply echos my thoughts exactly. The odds of a kitten being in that place at that exact time was remote to say the least.
Comment from Thatguypk
First of all, despite your loss occurring nearly 40 years ago, my heart goes out to you for having lived so long harboring such tragic memories. That you have shared this story now is probably very therapeutic, and such a pleasure for us to read. That you believe in this angel must give you so much comfort. Very well written.
PK
reply by the author on 18-Feb-2022
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First of all, despite your loss occurring nearly 40 years ago, my heart goes out to you for having lived so long harboring such tragic memories. That you have shared this story now is probably very therapeutic, and such a pleasure for us to read. That you believe in this angel must give you so much comfort. Very well written.
PK
Comment Written 18-Feb-2022
reply by the author on 18-Feb-2022
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Thank you. I wrote some earlier stories about my son's death but never had the courage to share my near suicide before.