"Touching Heaven as Heaven Shall Touch Thee!"
By Ricky1024
(Written on February 28th, 2016 at 9:35PM.

"That shall not enter 'Touching Heaven' until...
"My Son below for there is still more work below!"
"My friend, for you have not proven to me...
"Amen!"
...
"But Lord God, I thought I did as you requested?"
"I thought I did my job?"
"I gave to Thee all that was(for me) to be...
' Lord?"
"MORE!"
...
"More?"
"I have no idea, but I want to be able to enter 'Touching Heaven' with 'Thee' my Lord and Savior?"
"You see, I am so very sad and lonely here as a spirit...
"Left below....
...
"My dad and my family....
"Yes Lord, I have no idea but I want to be able to enter...
"Touching Heaven with Thee my Lord and Savior?"
"Can ye now realize and see?"
"For My dad and my family do nothing much below but cry!"
"I was brain damaged!"
"Can You Lord God not see?"
"Have Mercy!"
"Touching Heaven?"
...
"I beg of Thee!"
"You see...
"I don't yet realize or now know...
"Which way to go Lord God?"
"Stay here and suffer so...
"Or leave this horrid existance here and go?"
"Touching Heaven Maybe?"
...
"Yes My Son...
"Ye don't yet reailize...
"Yet...
"Where I ye shall be!"
"Yes, I don't know yet Lord God for that is Your job!"
"Never More!"
Said God.
"Tht home...
"They bed...
"So, that ye can rest of ye swollen of head...
....
"Ye are not yet...
"Alive or Dead!"
"And until Thee...
"Realize exactly where Thee shall be...
"Ye will drift as a Spirit Below...
...
"And I'm so sorry My Son for Ye problems but there is still work there for you to be done!"
Note- The Work....

"On April 1st 2003, Laura S. Moretti the L.S.W. with
"The Gift of Life" of Philadelphia, Pennsylvania...
"Cut one, single, and blond, lock of my dear and almost dearly departed and only Son Jason...
"Jason Richard Smrkovsky from Jason's swollen head, after tube upon tubes...
"Were removed and after the machine was finally turned off...
"Causing Jay's �¢?�¤ to cease."
"As we decided that saving *Four people's lives is a gift for the family involved or a sin?"
"Touching Heaven?"
...
"Now, Fanstory reviewers, ye Now realize this pain I now live in...
"Touching Heaven!"
...
"So, Lord God...
"What do you want me to do Lord God for I have not a clue?"
"I have no idea?"
...
"Well, My Son, l that's because your brain is damaged and Ye...
"Are in a coma My Son...
"So, this is what You must now do...
"Touching Heaven?"
...
"In order to get acceptance and go to my...
"Touching Heaven, ye Jason, have to donate...
"Can you now finally...
"See?"
...
"But I can't even speak Lord!"
"Yes and that now will forever be...
"For Ye...
"Now shalleth need...
"To communicate to your father, mother, and daughters
for they now know where you need to go...
"Touching Heaven!"
...
"So, on that fateful day of March 30th, 2003...
"With my wife and my four daughters beside me...
"We had a decision to make...
"A 'Mercy Mission' to leave my Son Jay, stay in a 'Vegetative State' and eventually melt away like some snowflake or that we need to release His Soul and let Him be?"
"And save some lives for they surely would need...
"He...
"And after that, MY Son finally d realized and was released...
"And Could Finally go to...
"Touching Heaven!"
...
"And His Soul was actually seen three weeks after the accident...
"Right near the Pole (dressed in His same clothes) where the car had hit the tree...
"And yes, as a passenger with this crazy, crazy, driver named Brian!"
"You see reviewers, I always thought that since Jay was brain damaged...
"That Horrid Day" that He didn't realize that He was only one,single, block, away from our home...
...
"So, I could go back to that point in time then...
"Because He was still alive and breathing and....
"Although slowly, Jay's blood- oxygen level was drifting away...
"So, what more can I say except...
"To learn more about 'Organ- Tissue' donations, call my dear friend Laura S. Moretti the LSW. "With "The Gift of Life Philadelphia, Pennsylvania at... 1- 800- DONORS- 1 and be sure to tell Laura (as many reviewers here do) that Jay said hey,"
And thanks so much!"
Dad.

"Touching That Heaven Again and Again and...
By Ricky1024
(Written on March 2nd, 2016 at 7:31 AM.)
(A Dedication to Jay)
"note this post is coming straight from the heart no hesitation no written words cast talk directly into this Android LG cell phone there will be graphical errors in running census thanks if I think of my previous writing of touching heaven and blessed. Shelby and all of my other worthy $6 and award-winning poetry did in my son's name Jason Richard smrkovsky I see a smile and a warming face coming down from the heavens above I feel that Amazing Grace I feel touched I know I am protected I know I'm watching I've been hit three times in three years while riding a bike I totaled of $40,000 and K Lincoln down the telephone pole and walked away on skis I've been hit twice once my phone most of the driving other drivers and had a minor injury to my right finger on my right hand all of these things and more of happen to me from surviving at three suicide attempts in with a knife to the heart to the to the neck and then a bottle of pills all at once to watching my dear wife died right in my arms after community self induced suicide by not allowing her proper medication to control her blood pressure and her heart all of these things and hard memory of J dying have been now replace with a calm and soothing reminisce reminisce of the past as I reflect and realize the reasons why reasons why God wrapped his arms around my son took him away he felt not a pain is a car hit the pulled over hundred miles an hour the reason why is I held my wife in my arms and then brought her back from the first heart attack and then she passed away the second heart attack the reason why that they needed to be together in heaven again as a left her ashes below into separate boxes and they wouldn't know more distance than the foot between them my wife and my son were touched by angels they had their purpose him 18 years and her 49 years and that was made perfectly clear when I saw the picture of my daughter and the cold took only 20 minutes before my son would be in an accident with irreversible brain damage raccoons and slowly I'm waiting the end as if in a darkened room all these words that I know they are true and I have now ripped the Savior after my heart was ripped out by he for taking my only son pansori reviewers can you see Richard Edward smrkovsky copyright by fan story all rights protected by US copyright laws