missundecided: Today went swell until this wierd guy told me that my eyes tell so many stories.For them last few minutes of breathing; I stood there staring at him. I couldn't say a word.He left me speechless.I was happy to see him leave but at the sametime that man was up to something.I went home outraged at myself for not saying anything.I felt like someone had dropped a pile of stupid on my head all because I was feeling like that mysterious man who most definitely was a stranger, looked right through me and knew how bad I want to express how i feel and yet all i have is a journal not to mention a garganutuan sized brain that I hold any and everything in as if it were a storage room with a combination lock and key and all i do is write my each and every thought in a netbook like im doing now.Could life be anymore complicated? I find it very difficult to want to express myself when worrying about how a person may feel rather its happy or sad but its time for me to say enough is enough and rise above the occassion.YEAH thats right say forget it and let everyone know how I feel hmmm. Its easier being said than done.Eventhough I felt wierd, I finally got the priviledge to have a discussion with someone who gets me. If i were to write a book It will be about myself. the only thing that I got out of today is Confidence comes froms the mind body and soul and not from the wind. These are my thoughts for today see ya tomorrow. Love ya |
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