Letters and Diary Poetry posted May 29, 2010 |
A daughter's lament
Legacy of Loss
by jlsavell
I still remember you, though you have long since gone But me you never knew Still, you didn't die alone Yes,I was barely three A little girl with dreams You left mom, to be free Away from me and screams I don't remember such, but Mom would always shout and curse the ground so much Even mom left me out The days would pass us by, and soon the years got lost Your promises were lies Your happiness, my cost I often asked just why you did not love me more? I dared not even try to wish you through my door I grew up very fast Birthdays were just sad days Missing you was my past Memories, shades of grey Soon I became a bride, without a dad to kiss This loss I could not hide I wondered, did you miss? A mother I became, but still no sign from you My life was not the same Yet my contentment grew Still my heart had a space It's emptiness was there You left me, not a trace to show you even cared Then one fine day I heard you searched your life for me This I thought, how absurd It's too late, don't you see? Still, I opened my door and let you in my heart I never asked what for I felt a brand new start The real truth came out soon why you came to my door It was a mournful tune You were sick and there's more You had no place to stay, no friends that you could call You're my dad, that you'd say; while standing straight and tall Your heart was failing now, and so you needed me But I asked you just how? You left me to be free No more words could suffice With love I cared for you For this I paid the price, the pain you never knew I buried you that Fall Only I, at your grave Tears of love could not fall, but tears of loss I gave A tender kiss farewell They put you in the ground One rose upon you fell Real freedom you have found Yes,I was barely three A little girl with dreams You left mom to be free Away from me STILL screams |
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