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"Barefoot In The Rain"


Chapter 1
Barefoot In The Rain Chap 1

By Begin Again

 

The soft glow of holiday lights illuminated the streets as Kendra shoved the remaining letters, some unopened, into her desk drawer, muttering, "Tomorrow." Outside, the scent of roasted chestnuts wafted from a street vendor's cart, mingling with the crisp December air. She grabbed her umbrella, dodged the small puddles the drizzling rain left, and hurried out.

As she raced toward the station to catch the last train, her heel caught in a crack, snapping off with a sharp. A glance at her watch told her she didn't have a second to waste. Slipping off her shoes, she stuffed them into her bag and sprinted, her breath clouding in the icy air. The rhythmic sound of the station's bell marked her desperation as she heard the conductor's final call.

Kendra moaned. The train doors were sliding closed.

Just as she was about to resign herself to missing it, a warm hand pulled her inside. She stumbled, barefoot and breathless, into the arms of a stranger.

"Thank you," she gasped, looking up into sparkling blue eyes set in a face framed by a mop of unruly brown hair.

He chuckled, glancing down at her feet. "Is this a new holiday trend?"

"Broken heel," she mumbled, her cheeks flushing red as she noticed the faint scent of pine needles on his coat.

"Festive," he teased, his grin lighting up like the Christmas displays in shop windows.

The warmth of his presence seemed to chase away the winter chill as they stood shoulder to shoulder. For the first time, Kendra found herself utterly speechless—a rarity for her.

As the train approached his stop, he turned, hesitating briefly. "Same time tomorrow?" he asked, his voice hopeful.

Kendra nodded, her heart skipping as the doors closed behind him. She didn't believe in love at first sight, but her heart hummed like a favorite song, and she whispered, "Please let him be there tomorrow."

*****

 

 
 
 
 


Chapter 2
Barefoot In The Rain Chap 2

By Begin Again

SUMMARY OF CHAPTER 1....

The soft glow of holiday lights illuminated the streets as Kendra shoved the remaining letters, some unopened, into her desk drawer, muttering, "Tomorrow." Outside, the scent of roasted chestnuts wafted from a street vendor's cart, mingling with the crisp December air. She grabbed her umbrella, dodged the small puddles the drizzling rain left, and hurried out.

As she raced toward the station to catch the last train, her heel caught in a crevice, snapping off with a sharp crack. A glance at her watch told her she didn't have a second to waste. Slipping off her shoes, she stuffed them into her bag and sprinted, her breath clouding in the icy air. The rhythmic sound of the station's bell marked her desperation as she heard the conductor's final call.

Kendra moaned. The train doors were sliding closed.

Just as she was about to resign herself to missing it, a warm hand pulled her inside. She stumbled, barefoot and breathless, into the arms of a stranger.

"Thank you," she gasped, looking up into sparkling blue eyes set in a face framed by a mop of unruly brown hair.

He chuckled, glancing down at her feet. "Is this a new holiday trend?"

"Broken heel," she mumbled, her cheeks flushing red as she noticed the faint scent of pine needles on his coat.

"Festive," he teased, his grin lighting up like the Christmas displays in shop windows.

The warmth of his presence seemed to chase away the winter chill as they stood shoulder to shoulder. For the first time, Kendra found herself utterly speechless — a rarity for her.

As the train approached his stop, he turned, hesitating briefly. "Same time tomorrow?" he asked, his voice hopeful.

Kendra nodded, her heart skipping as the doors closed behind him. She didn't believe in love at first sight, but her heart hummed like a favorite song, and she whispered, "Please let him be there tomorrow."

******

CHAPTER 2

The following day, the city looked like a scene from a holiday card. Holiday wreaths adorned lampposts, and strands of garland stretched across shopfronts, glittering with frost. The rain from the previous evening had given way to a biting cold that seemed to sharpen every sound — the crunch of salted sidewalks underfoot, the occasional jingle of sleigh bells from a passing horse-drawn carriage, and the merry strains of carols drifting from a nearby bakery.

Kendra stood before her mirror, nervously twisting a scarf in her hands. The bold red scarf she'd chosen initially now felt too conspicuous. "Too festive?" she muttered, shaking her head as she swapped it for a cream-colored one. The softer hue matched her understated coat, and she gave herself a nod of approval.

"What are you doing?" Rachel, Kendra's best friend and roommate, stood in the doorway, scowling. "Did you change your outfit again?"

"Just my scarf," Kendra answered.

Rachel's right eyebrow raised as she shook her head. "When I came in here a few minutes ago, I believe you had on your pink cashmere. And look at all those clothes on the bed."

Kendra glanced toward the discarded outfits and shrugged. "Nothing feels right this morning."

"Is there something going on that your BFF should know? Are you meeting with the partners today? Oh my gosh, Kendra, you've been waiting for months for this. Why didn't you say anything?"

"Because I'm not meeting with them — not yet, anyhow." Kendra sighed and adjusted the scarf, adding a tiny poinsettia pin at the neckline.

"Then what gives? You are never this undecided unless —" Rachel squealed, "O-M-G, girlfriend, it's a guy." She raced into the room, wrapped her arms around her best friend, and hugged her. "Who? When? I want to know everything."

Kendra laughed and playfully pushed her friend aside, checking her reflection in the mirror in case Rachel's exuberance had done any damage. "You are crazy. There is no man. Can't a girl just want to look nice?"

Kendra Abagail Winston! I've known you long enough to know you are hiding something. Mark my words, there's a man involved or one you hope will be involved."

With a smile so big it almost hurt, Kendra picked up her purse and briefcase, gave Rachel a peck on the cheek, and headed for the door. "Have a good day. I've got to hurry, or I'll miss the train."

As the door closed behind her, she could hear Rachel yelling, "There's a man involved. You are fooling me."

With a little extra bounce in her step, she hurried along the sidewalk toward the train station, humming a song.

The platform was alive with a flurry of activity when she reached the station. Commuters, bundled in scarves and mittens, huddled against the chill, their breaths visible in the icy air. A nearby Salvation Army volunteer rang a bell, the cheerful sound echoing against the stone walls of the station, blending with snippets of conversations and the hiss of steam from a food cart selling hot cider.

The platform's festive atmosphere did little to calm the butterflies in her stomach. Kendra's heart pounded as the train screeched to a halt, the metallic groan echoing through the station. As the doors slid open, she stepped inside, her pulse quickening. She scanned the faces eagerly, hope and apprehension mingling in her chest.

Left side — no.

Right side — no.

Center aisle — no.

Disappointment settled over her like a heavy blanket. Her morning high took a nosedive. The man with the sparkling blue eyes and unruly brown hair wasn't there, and the holiday sparkle around her seemed to mock her foolish optimism.

A gnawing sense of loss replaced the warmth of yesterday's encounter as if the holiday sparkle around her was mocking her foolish optimism. She slid into a seat by the window, her fingers brushing against the cold glass. Her reflection stared back at her, mirroring her frustration and self-doubt.

"Maybe he missed it," she whispered, her breath fogging the glass as she stared at the snow-dusted rooftops rushing past, her hope still flickering in the face of disappointment.

With each new stop, she craned her neck, scanning the boarding passengers. Every door chime brought a flicker of hope, only to extinguish as quickly as it had ignited. The dull ache in her chest consumed her by the time the train reached her destination.

Stepping off the train and into the bustling street, the crisp air stung her cheeks, the cheer of holiday decorations and wreaths doing little to lift her spirits. She trudged through the crowds, their bright chatter and laughter grating against her mood.

Having served happily as the building doorman for thirty years, Thomas Baker watched as Kendra approached, eager to greet her. With the usual morning paper in hand, he swung the door open with his right hand and offered the newspaper with his left. "Good morning, Kendra. You look lovely this morning. Those rosy cheeks become you."

Her usual cheerful spirit was gone, replaced by a sour-bah-humbug attitude. She took Thomas's newspaper, barely muttered a thank you, and entered the building.

Stunned by her out-of-character behavior, Thomas asked, "Are you okay? Is there something I can do for you?"

Thomas's worried voice wormed its way through the fog clouding her brain, and she stopped, realizing how rude she'd been. She returned to the gentle old man, touching his arm. "I'm sorry, Thomas. I guess I was lost in thought."

"So, unlike you." He chuckled, almost sounding like a jolly old Santa Claus. "Must be a man."

Kendra's eyes widened, and her cheeks were rosier than before. "No! No man," she stammered. "I'm just late for work, so I should hurry upstairs. Have a good day."

As she entered the elevator, Thomas Baker checked his watch and shook his head. Kendra was ten minutes early and hadn't stopped for her usual latte. He smiled and whispered, "Mark my words, that young lady's got man troubles."
 
*****

Kendra's assistant, Audrey, looked up from her desk as she entered the office. "Good morning, boss. I see you didn't stop for your usual. There's a fresh pot brewing. Would you like me to bring you a cup?"

Not in the mood for their usual morning chat, Kendra nodded and kept moving toward her office, leaving Audrey rolling her eyes.

The sight of her desk, adorned with tinsel and a tiny ceramic snowman, made Kendra pause. What had once felt festive now seemed to mock her. She sighed, sinking into her chair as her unspoken disappointment washed over her.

Audrey tapped on the door, entering with a mug of coffee. The steam swirled upward, filling the room with its aroma. "It's a peppermint blend for the holidays. I hope you like it."

Kendra accepted the mug and inhaled the scent. "It smells yummy. Thank you."

"Is everything alright?"

"Why does everyone keep asking me that?" Kendra snapped, catching Audrey off-guard. She had never heard her boss use that tone. Immediately, Kendra realized what she'd done. "I'm sorry, Audrey. I guess I got up on the wrong side of the bed this morning, that's all." Her expression confirmed her words. She rubbed her temples. "Forgive me?"

"Of course. Everyone has those mornings — everyone except you, at least. It's none of my business, and I shouldn't have pried."

Kendra's voice softened. "We've worked together for five years, Audrey. You didn't pry." She sighed as those penetrating blue eyes flashed through her mind. "I'd hoped to see someone on the train this morning." Yesterday's scene played through her mind, and her thoughts drifted for a moment.

Audrey retreated to her desk with the triumphant glee of someone who had just unearthed office gossip gold. She resisted the urge to text her best friend with "Kendra's got a crush!!!" — barely." A smug smile crept across her face as she whispered, "It's about time."

At her desk, Kendra brushed away her thoughts and murmured, "Get a hold of yourself. You are not one of those lovesick women. You're a career woman." She chuckled. "Rachel must be wearing off on you."

She reached for her coffee, but even as she sipped, her mind wandered back to his smile, the sparkle in his eyes, and the lingering question — would she ever see him again?

Author Notes Chapter One was posted as a flash in September, and I have decided to continue the story before writing another novel. I posted Chapter One as a summary, but it is also posted by some weird confusion on the front page. I believe jet lag and old age collided, and my brain went off the track. Sorry for any confusion for the reader.


Chapter 3
Barefoot in the Rain Chap 3

By Begin Again

Kendra glanced at the clock on her computer screen — fifteen minutes past five. The office was empty except for the cleaning crew, and they were winding down. She should have been gone already, but her inbox—like her thoughts—was cluttered. She clicked through a few emails, barely registering the words.

Her gaze drifted to the train schedule on her desk.

Her inbox contained a stack of letters needing her signature. Her mind weighed their importance. Would mailing them tomorrow make a difference? Probably not.

Anticipation bubbled within her as she nibbled at her lower lip. Maybe her mystery man would be there. She decided — if she left now, she could catch the early train.

Grabbing her coat and scarf, she rushed out, weaving through the crowd of office workers eager to leave their workday behind. The crisp December air bit at her cheeks as she reached the station, buzzing with commuters.

The holiday rush was in full swing at the station. Lights strung along the platform reflected off icy puddles, and a busker played "Jingle Bells" on a saxophone, the notes cheerful but slightly off-key.

Kendra scanned the faces in the crowd as she waited for the train, her heart doing a little leap every time someone in a dark coat stepped into view.

As the train pulled in, she stepped aboard, scanning each seat, anticipating seeing him. A wave of disappointment crashed over her as the doors closed, and she realized—he wasn't there.

She slumped into a seat by the window, staring blankly through the glass as the train lurched forward. The soft twinkle of holiday lights outside did little to lift her spirits. The rhythmic clatter of the tracks usually soothed her, but tonight, it only emphasized the silence in her mind.

Was it all in her head? Had he been playing with her feelings, never intending to meet her again? Her thoughts gnawed at her, fueling her self-doubt.

The remainder of the trip home was filled with silent thoughts of how foolish she had been to make something out of nothing. It was totally out of character for her, and she quickly reminded herself of the fact.

*****

As the train slowed and pulled into the station at Kendra's stop, her phone buzzed, jolting her out of her thoughts. She pulled it from her pocket. Rachel's name and photo flashed on the screen.

"Hey, Kendra!" Rachel's cheery voice greeted her. "Don't forget — tonight's the big night!"

Kendra groaned, adjusting her bag on her shoulder. "Rachel, I don't think—"

"The four of us are meeting at La Rue Bistro at seven. You promised!"

"It's been a long day, and I don't —"

"Oh no, you are not bailing on me!" Rachel interrupted, her playful tone gone. "I promise it'll be fun. Think of it as a festive double date. Plus, I hear Tim is really into Christmas movies — he's practically Buddy the Elf."

Kendra sighed. "Fine. But if he starts quoting Elf, I'm leaving early."

Rachel laughed. "Deal. See you soon!"

Hanging up, Kendra shoved her phone back into her pocket.

I Might as well get this over with.

But as she trudged home to get ready, her mind wandered back to the train and the stranger she'd hoped to see again.

*****

Later that evening, Kendra joined Rachel, her date with Mark, and his co-worker Tim at the restaurant. The place was charming in a way that made Kendra feel underdressed. String lights cast a warm glow over the wooden tables, and the faint scent of cinnamon lingered in the air. A soft instrumental version of Jingle Bells played in the background, adding to the festive atmosphere.

She spotted Rachel and the two men seated at the table and hurried toward them. As she joined the trio, Rachel announced with a flourish and a wave of her hand, "Kendra, this is Tim."

Tim extended his hand. He had a firm handshake and a nice enough smile — not bad-looking. Yet her thoughts reminded her it wasn't him—the stranger she couldn't get out of her mind.

They made polite small talk, mostly about work and holiday plans. Tim was charming, but Kendra's attention kept wandering—to the lights outside, the swirl of her wine, the imaginary conversation she might be having with someone else.

Rachel nudged her under the table. "So, what do you think?"

"Of dinner? Delicious," Kendra replied with a too-bright smile.

Rachel rolled her eyes. She leaned close and whispered, "You've been moping for weeks. It's the holidays, for goodness' sake. You need some cheer — and maybe a little romance."

Kendra rolled her eyes and hissed, "I'm not looking for romance."

"He's a real catch," Rachel insisted.

Kendra's gaze strayed to Mark and Tim as they talked shop, and she turned back to Rachel and wrinkled her nose. "I came, didn't I? I'll do my best to enjoy everyone's company, but I'm not promising you anything."

As if Rachel had kicked his foot under the table, Mark and Tim stopped talking and turned their attention to the girls.

Tim — or was it Tom? — leaned forward. His smile was warm and friendly, much like the one she'd shared with the maitre'd. "So, Kendra, what do you do?"

"I work in publishing," she said automatically, stirring her butternut squash soup topped with a festive swirl of whipping cream. "Nothing glamorous. Mostly deadlines and too much coffee."

"Ah, deadlines. I know that life," he said with a chuckle. "I'm an accountant. Tax season is its own kind of crazy."

Kendra forced a smile. He seemed nice — like a gift card to a store you don't shop at. While Rachel and Mark danced, she listened and nodded as he talked about balance sheets and year-end reviews, but her mind wandered to the train and the stranger.

The energy of their brief encounter, the way his laugh had felt like sunlight breaking through a cold December sky, the butterflies she felt every time she envisioned those piercing blue eyes.

Tim paused, noticing her distraction. "What about you? Any hobbies?"

She blinked, pulling herself back into the conversation. "Uh, I dabble in sketching," she said, the words feeling hollow. Their conversation drifted on, polite but uninspired, like a holiday party you couldn't leave soon enough. Rachel winked at her BFF as she pulled Mark onto the dance floor for "one more little dance."

After dessert—a perfectly shaped gingerbread mousse — she hugged Rachel, said goodbye to Mark, and turned to thank Tim. However, he insisted on walking her to the curb, where he hailed her a cab.

Kendra's stomach tightened into a knot as her mind raced. He doesn't think we're sharing a cab, does he? Mentally, she scoffed at the thought. He knows we just met, but —

As the cab pulled to the curb, he opened the door and smiled. "I had a great time, Kendra. Let's do this again?"

She hesitated, guilt pressing on her chest like the chill in the air. "Sure. I'll call you," she said, knowing she wouldn't, and added, "Or maybe Mark and Rachel will meet us again."

She pulled her coat tighter as he disappeared down the snowy street and sighed. The faint jingling of bells from a street performer echoed in the distance. "Why am I comparing him to someone I don't even know?" she muttered, kicking at a stray chunk of snow.

She climbed into the waiting cab, thankful to go home alone.

*****

Back at her apartment, Kendra kicked off her snow-dusted boots and collapsed onto the couch. The faint scent of pine from the small tree in the corner mingled with the cinnamon-scented candle flickering on the mantle. Her phone buzzed — a text from Rachel.

As Kendra read Rachel's text, the night's disappointment — or was it relief — washed over her. "So? How was it? Is he boyfriend material?"

Kendra sighed and typed a quick reply. "Nice guy, but no spark." She tossed the phone onto the coffee table, letting her head fall against the cushions.

Her gaze drifted to the tiny twinkling lights she'd half-heartedly hung around her bookshelf. The holidays were supposed to be magical, weren't they? Yet, here she was, feeling more out of sync than ever, a stark contrast to the festive atmosphere.

Her purse gaped open on the coffee table, and a slip of paper poked out. She recognized the train schedule.

She reached for it, sighing as her fingers lingered over the crumpled page. "Same time Tomorrow," he'd said.

She folded the paper carefully and tucked it into her drawer, her heart caught between hope and doubt.

As she gazed at the softly glowing tree in the corner, a chorus of uncertainty whispered in her head, "What if?"

"Maybe Tomorrow," she whispered to no one in particular, her voice tinged with a glimmer of hope.

The thought brought a flicker of a smile. Small, but enough to carry her to bed.

*****

Kendra glared at the alarm clock, its shrill buzz filling the room. She had a restless night's sleep, and morning didn't seem appealing. She sighed, tossed off the comforter, and silenced the annoying alarm.

The aroma of freshly brewing coffee directed her shuffling feet toward the kitchen. Red mugs with jolly snowmen painted on the side stood on the shelf awaiting her. Taking one, she sighed and poured herself a cup, inhaling the cinnamon brew. "Best thing I ever bought." She'd debated the purchase, considering the cost and its over-the-top indulgence, but in the end, the thought of coffee waiting for her in the morning was more than she could resist. She'd never been a "rise and shine" girl, but the caffeine gave her a much-needed jolt to start the morning.

The phone ringing interrupted her as she savored the first sips of coffee. Her gaze darted to the clock on the stove, and she muttered, "Now what? Who calls this early in the morning?"

She shook her head and set the mug on the counter as she shuffled down the hall toward her bedroom to get her cell, passing Rachel's opened bedroom door. The bed showed no signs of having been slept in. Kendra smiled. "Well, someone must have had a good night."

By the time she reached the door of her room, her cell had stopped ringing. She hurried toward the nightstand and picked up the phone, jumping as it rang again.

The screen told her it was her assistant, Lacey.

"Good morning, Lacey. What's up?"

Lacey's voice was hushed when she spoke. "It's Mr. Baker."

Her boss's face flashed through Kendra's mind as she asked, "Why are you whispering?"

"Because he's in your office and holding Bob Layton's manuscript in his hands."

Still unable to grasp the gravity of the situation, Kendra asked, "What's he doing with it?"

"Kendra, you are supposed to meet with Mr. Layton this morning. Did you forget?"

Kendra gasped. Forget? She'd never done that, but it was apparent she had. "Lacey, I need you to cover for me. Can you do that?"

"Of course! What do you want me to say?"

"Tell him I hadn't been feeling well, and I'd forgotten to take the manuscript with me when I left. Assure him I fully intend to meet with Mr. Layton and that you are sending me the file by courier, so I can go directly to the hospital." Kendra sighed. "Who demands a meeting from their hospital bed, anyways?"

"I'm on it! I'll call Larry in the mailroom. He'll have it to you in thirty minutes. Your meeting isn't for another two hours so you'll have plenty of time. Do you need anything else?"

"No, I've got my notes on my laptop. So we're good. Thanks, Lacey, I owe you. You're the best."

"That's my job." But Kendra could hear the smile in Lacey's voice as the phone call ended.

*****

The hospital lobby smelled faintly of antiseptic and over-brewed coffee. Kendra cradled the bouquet of daisies in her arms, their cheery yellow and white blooms an impulsive grab before hailing a cab. She’d never meet Mr. Layton face to face, but she figured cheerful flowers might brighten his day.

She found his room quickly. They hashed over changes he wanted to make for the next hour, despite the manuscript already being approved for publication. With time to reflect, he’d decided the ending needed a different twist. Kendra smiled through her frustration, recording his thoughts on her phone while the steady beeping of his monitor underscored the conversation.

Kendra wished him a speedy recovery and promised to have the team on it as soon as he submitted the new draft. She thanked him for his time, said goodbye, and headed for the elevators.

The elevator doors opened to the lobby, and she stepped out. Her mind was already moving to the next task, but then she saw him.

Sitting in a wheelchair near the entrance, the man from the train looked so different. A white bandage wrapped his head, and dark shadows circled his eyes, which no longer had the spark she remembered.

Kendra froze, clutching the strap of her bag as her heart raced. Relief swept through her first — he was alive. But confusion quickly followed. What had happened to him?

Before she could gather the courage to approach him, someone else did. A striking woman in a long, dark coat breezed in, her heels clicking softly against the tiled floor. She knelt beside him, her hand brushing his shoulder, her concern evident.

Kendra’s chest tightened. She watched as the woman helped him stand and guided him into the passenger seat of a sleek black car parked just outside. There was a closeness in how they moved—a familiarity that made Kendra’s stomach twist.

The woman said something that drew a faint smile to his lips before she closed the car door and walked around to the driver’s side.

Kendra stood rooted to the spot, her mind racing.

“Figures,” she muttered, the corners of her mouth pulling into a bitter smile.

Her eyes stung, but she fought back the tears. She didn’t even know him, but he felt like something special in that fleeting moment on the train. And now, seeing him with her — it was as if that fragile hope she’d been holding onto had been cruelly snatched away.

“I’m ridiculous,” she whispered, biting her lip. “This was never a thing. I don’t even know his name.

She turned toward the exit, her steps heavy. Still, as she walked back to her car, fragments of the moment replayed in her mind. The way the woman touched him, her effortless beauty, and the easy way he smiled at her.

Was she his wife? His girlfriend? A friend? Kendra despised herself for wishing it was the latter.

Her pace quickened as she pushed the thought away. She didn’t even know him. And yet, she wished she could stop hoping — somehow, she’d been wrong about what she saw.


Chapter 4
Barefoot In The Rain Chap 4

By Begin Again

 
 
 
 
 
The morning after leaving her client at the hospital had been a blur. Kendra had watched her mystery man being wheeled out of the hospital, his eyes distant, his movements slow and uncertain. It was like a dream—a fleeting encounter that left her with more questions than answers.

She hadn't said a word to him, hadn't been able to. Her mind spun with all the things she could've said. But it was too late. He was gone with another woman. She struggled to find the right words to express the whirlwind of emotions inside her.

Back at work, her mind was a jumble of thoughts. At her desk, a thick fog clouded her mind, causing the words to vanish. Her boss had given her a simple assignment, but she couldn't focus. Whenever she tried, her thoughts drifted back to the hospital — back to him. His tired blue eyes, the way he had looked at her. Could he have recognized her? Or was that wishful thinking?

Her phone buzzed on the desk, and Rachel's name flashed on the screen. Kendra sighed, muttering to herself, "Oh, Rachel, I don't want to hear what you have to say." But she still answered the phone.

"Hi, Rach. I'm busy right now. Can this wait?"

"No, it can't! I go out of my way to arrange a date with a terrific guy, and all you can say is there wasn't a spark."

"Well, there wasn't. I'm not interested."

"You're not being fair, Kendra. I'm sure Tim talked about a lot of things. Mark says he couldn't stop talking about you this morning when they were getting coffee."

Kendra sighed, trying to keep the frustration out of her voice as she spoke, "That's nice, but he's not my type."

"Not your type? You must be kidding me! He's totally your type — he's smart, stable, successful, and cute. What gives?"

Kendra rolled her eyes, straining to make Rachel understand. "It's just — I don't know. He's so boring. He's a tax accountant, Rachel. He spends all his time talking about numbers. I couldn't care less about his spreadsheets."

Rachel's voice was a little edgy. "You're being picky." She paused, reconsidering what she had to say. "Okay, I get it. He's not the one for you — no bells or whistles. So, what about the app I told you about? You should try it out. I swear, it'll be better than sitting around hoping some guy falls into your lap."

Kendra stared at her phone. The thought of a dating app felt exhausting. After her experience with Tim, she wasn't sure she was ready for more of the same. But she also knew her best friend would be relentless.

"Trust me, Kendra. You've got nothing to lose, and who knows? You might find someone who gets you. Just give it a shot!"

Kendra groaned. "I've got to go, Rach. I'll talk to you later."

She tossed her phone aside. She didn't want to deal with this. Her mind kept circling back to HIM, the man she barely knew but couldn't stop thinking about. She didn't want to waste time on another Tim — not when she was so tangled up in thoughts and possibilities of a man who did cause sparks — big time.

But Rachel's voice kept ringing in her ears. You've got nothing to lose.

*****

Kendra was a mess when she dragged herself through her apartment door that evening. She was physically, mentally, and emotionally drained. All she wanted was to collapse on the couch and lose herself in mindless TV, but her thoughts were a storm she couldn't escape.

She threw her purse onto the couch and sank into the nearest chair. The silence of the apartment felt deafening. The walls were too close, the emptiness too overwhelming. She felt trapped in her own life, disconnected from everything.

Her phone buzzed. Of course, it was Rachel.

"Girl, don't you have anything better to do than harass me? Aren't you with Mark?"

"He's got a late meeting," Rachel snapped, adding, "Is that what I'm doing? Harassing you? Well, forgive me for caring."

Kendra could hear the hurt in her best friend's voice. A pang of guilt shot through her. "I'm sorry, Rach. It's been a tough day."

"Well, maybe I'm a little pushy, but I swear it's not as bad as it sounds. You deserve someone exciting, Kendra. If not Tim — someone else. You still haven't tried the app, huh? Try it for a week. Just see what happens."

Kendra's gaze drifted to her laptop. She leaned over and picked it up, resting it on her lap. She clicked a button, and it brought up her history. There it was — in big, bold letters — Take A Chance.

She should have deleted the app long ago, but she hadn't, and now her mouse hovered over the site address.

Her phone buzzed, but she refused to look at it. Instead, she clicked the mouse and scrolled through the app, her skepticism waning as a profile caught her eye:

James. 27. Loves a good cup of coffee, roaming through bookstores, and late-night conversations, preferably under the stars.

Something about his warm eyes and casual demeanor drew her in. It was a feeling she hadn't experienced in a long time. Before she could overthink it, she swiped, trying to be excited at the possibility of a new connection.

Her heart skipped a beat when a message popped up moments later: "Hi there! I'm glad you decided to take a chance. Shall we talk, or would you like to meet up sometime?"

She hadn't expected someone to ask to meet her. She glanced across the room, her gaze landing on the drawer where the train schedule peeked out. It was still there, waiting. She quickly stood and slammed the drawer shut.

She returned to the sofa and reread his comments and brief description. Before she could overthink it, she swiped, replying, "Sure, let's talk."

Moments later, James responded. After exchanging basic information, he took the plunge and asked if she would consider meeting him at a coffee shop, a public place where they could get to know each other and explore the possibilities.

Kendra hesitated, having difficulty believing she had texted someone from a dating site. The minutes stretched out — one —three — then five. Assuming he'd moved on after her delayed response, she was about to apologize and disconnect when her phone buzzed. It was Rachel. She ignored it.

Sighing, Kendra typed in "Yes" and waited to see if James was still there. Much to her amazement, he immediately typed back — "Tomorrow's Saturday. How about Margie's Cafe near the library at 11 a.m. Are you familiar with the place?"

The cafe was around the corner from her work, so she was very familiar with it. She answered, "Sounds great. See you then."

He typed back, "Are you into sports?"

"Not really. I attend a baseball game now and then. Is that a strike against me?"

"Nope. I'll be wearing a Packer's Jersey in Bear Country. Just making sure you wouldn't shoot me at first sight."

"You're safe. I don't own a gun." Kendra chuckled. She liked his sense of humor.

"Whew! That's good to know. Looking forward to tomorrow."

*****

Kendra arrived early, wanting the advantage of being able to slip out if things didn't look promising. She sat in a corner booth near the door, fiddling with her phone as she waited. Her thoughts drifted to her BFF and how excited she'd been before Kendra left the house.

Rachel had stumbled out of her bedroom as Kendra was leaving, surprised to see her up, dressed, and leaving the house. Of course, she was filled with questions, but when wasn't she?

"Where are you going this early? You don't have to work, do you? Or are you going to the train station?"

Kendra had scowled and shook her head. "You ask too many questions so early in the morning. Go back to bed, and I'll talk to you later." Not waiting for Rachel to continue, she'd left and headed for the train station and the trip downtown. After seeing her stranger in a wheelchair at the hospital the other day, she didn't expect to run into him, but it didn't stop her from scanning the seats.

She felt more relaxed once she arrived at the coffee shop until Rachel called, squealing with delight. "I saw you had your laptop open to the dating site. Are you meeting someone?"

"Yes, for coffee. His name's James. He's a book lover," Kendra replied.

"Perfect. You better text me every detail later," Rachel insisted.

Kendra said goodbye, glancing at the clock on the wall. It was 10:55. Her nerves tingled as the cafe door opened. A tall, good-looking man wearing a Packer jersey and a Bear's cap walked in.

Kendra couldn't help but laugh, especially as the waitress passed him, checked him out, and mumbled, "Now, that's a first!"

James smiled as he responded to her. "Thought I was being safe."

She chuckled, "Maybe, but it looks like you'd be making both sides mad at you. It's an either-or kind of thing."

James nodded and removed his hat, running his fingers through his hair. "You might have something there." Turning, he spotted Kendra and moved toward her booth. "You must be Kendra," he said, extending a hand.

"And you must be James."

Their conversation flowed effortlessly, filled with laughter, and shared stories.

As they stood to leave, James hesitated. "Hey, I've got an extra ticket to a book reading on Wednesday. Do you want to come?"

Kendra blinked, her heart fluttering with surprise. Her quick answer surprised her even more. "I'd love to."

As she left the coffee shop, she couldn't believe she'd actually accepted a second date.


Chapter 5
Barefoot in The Rain Chap 5

By Begin Again

 
 
 
The automatic library doors opened, letting in the crisp air as Kendra stepped inside. The faint scent of pine and cinnamon mingled with the unmistakable aroma of old books. By the entrance, Patricia, the librarian, balanced on a stepladder while carefully adjusting a silver garland around the Christmas tree.

"Morning, Kendra!" Patricia called out with a warm smile. "Researching something exciting today?"

"Morning, Patricia. My boss wants me to dig up some history on the Christmas Gala — anything noteworthy from past years," Kendra replied, setting her bag down on the counter.

"Well, you've come to the right place. The archives should have what you need. Don't forget to grab some coffee first. It can get chilly down there," Patricia advised, gesturing toward a small table set up with a pot of coffee and festive mugs.

"Thanks, I think I'll take you up on that."

Kendra filled a mug with steaming coffee and made her way to the elevator. The ride down to the basement was short, but when the doors opened, she felt a noticeable drop in temperature. She pulled her sweater tighter and stepped into the dimly lit room, the hum of the microfilm machines greeting her.

Cabinets holding film reels lined the archives, each cataloging decades of the town's history. Kendra selected a reel labeled 2000 — 2024 Events and threaded it into one of the machines. The whirring sound of the film advancing filled the air as she began her search.

At first, the articles were mundane: society columns detailing gala themes, photos of elegantly dressed attendees, and recaps of donation totals. Kendra dutifully jotted down notes, sipping her coffee as she worked.
Then, her fingers froze.

A headline leaped out at her:

"Local Business Tycoon Survives Near-Fatal Crash."

Her pulse quickened as she adjusted the focus on the screen. The accompanying photo came into view, and there he was — her mystery man. He was sitting in a wheelchair, his face pale but unmistakable. Her breath caught in her throat as she read the article's first lines.

Ethan Graham, a prominent tech entrepreneur, had been driving late at night when a truck veered into his lane, causing a devastating collision. The crash had left him in a coma and required grueling physical therapy.
Kendra's heart raced as she scrolled further. The article painted Ethan as a man of resilience and generosity. Prior to his accident, he channeled his wealth into community programs and founded a monthly book reading series to promote literacy.

Her gaze fell on a caption beneath a second photo:

"Ethan Graham leaving the hospital with his sister, Caroline Graham."

The image showed a tall, elegant woman standing beside Ethan, her hand resting on the handle of his wheelchair. Kendra's mind flashed back to the hospital — the gentle way the woman had touched his shoulder, the warmth in her eyes, the ease of their connection.

Relief washed over her as the article confirmed what she hadn't dared to hope — Caroline was his sister, not a romantic partner.

Kendra sank back into her chair, the pen trembling in her hands. She bit her lip, staring at the last few lines of the article. It mentioned the Ethan Graham Foundation's work promoting literacy and its flagship event: monthly book readings at the city library.

Her stomach churned. Thanks to James and his plus-one invitation, she was set to attend the next reading.
 

Kendra felt a twinge of guilt as her thoughts shifted to him. She had been pleasantly surprised when they met for coffee. James was easy to talk to — kind, attentive, and charming enough to ease her nerves. It had been so long since she'd agreed to a second date with anyone. She'd felt a flicker of excitement when he mentioned the book reading, not just about the event but about spending more time with him.

Now, she wasn't sure how to feel.

Was it fate that she'd found this article or some cruel twist of timing? If Ethan was going to be at the reading, what would she do? How could she focus on James when her heart still ached with unanswered questions about the man who had stolen her breath on the train?

Kendra closed the folder with trembling fingers, guilt and curiosity warring inside her. She couldn't deny that she was looking forward to seeing Ethan again, but at what cost?

Would it be fair to James to go through with their plans when her heart was so unsettled?

Forcing herself to focus, Kendra jotted down the details of the article. She would have to navigate this tangled web of emotions soon enough, but for now, she had a job to finish.
 
*****

Having struggled to focus on her job, not the article or the upcoming book reading, Kendra was glad to see her workday end. She sat cross-legged on the couch, staring at the article about Ethan on her laptop. The front door swung open, and Rachel breezed in, a tote bag over her shoulder and a scarf trailing behind her. She kicked off her boots, sending them onto the rug.

"Hey, what's up?" Rachel asked, shaking out her hair. "You look like you've seen a ghost."

Kendra hesitated, then turned the laptop toward her. "I think I found him."

Rachel squinted at the screen. "Him who?"

"You know — my train guy."

Rachel rolled her eyes. "Oh, for the love of — are we still on this? Do you mean Mr. Mysterious Rainy-Day Stranger? I thought we agreed to let that go."

"I wasn't looking for him!" Kendra protested. "I was in the archives for work and stumbled across this article. His name is Ethan Graham. He's a tech billionaire. Look."

Rachel plopped onto the couch beside her, scanning the screen. Her eyebrows shot up. "Wait, this is train guy? Ethan Graham, the Ethan Graham? I thought you said he was just some guy."

"I didn't know who he was at the time!" Kendra said defensively. "But look at this. He survived this awful car accident and now runs a foundation. He does book readings at the library, Rachel. Book readings."

Rachel gave her a flat look. "Oh, well, he must be a saint in that case."

Kendra groaned. "You're impossible. I'm serious. There's something about him —"

"Something about him," Rachel interrupted, "like his bank account? Or the fact that he looks like he stepped out of a Gentlemen's Magazine cover shoot? Kendra, come on. He's rich, he's powerful, and guys like him — they don't date girls like us."

Kendra frowned. "What's that supposed to mean?"

"I'm just saying," Rachel said, softening her tone, "he's out of your league. And even if he wasn't, do you think he doesn't have some gorgeous fiance or a lineup of supermodels ready to swoon at his feet?"

Before Kendra could respond, there was a knock at the door.

"That'll be Mark," Rachel said, springing to her feet. She opened the door to Mark, bundled in a thick coat and holding a box of cookies.

"Hey, ladies," Mark said, kissing Rachel on the cheek before stepping inside. "What's this? Another deep discussion about life and love?"

Rachel rolled her eyes. "Kendra's obsessed with some billionaire she met on a train."

Mark raised an eyebrow. "Wait, the guy who stole your heart? He's a billionaire? Nice."

"It's not like that," Kendra muttered, sinking deeper into the couch.

"Oh, it's totally like that," Rachel said, plucking a cookie from the box. "She's convinced he's her soulmate because they had one meaningful eye-lock in a thunderstorm."

Mark chuckled. "Well, she's got a point. Thunderstorm eye-locks are serious business."

"Thank you," Kendra said, gazing triumphantly at Rachel.

"But," Mark added, "if he's that rich and famous, you've gotta ask yourself — what's the catch? Guys like that usually come with baggage. Big, expensive baggage."

Rachel nodded. "See? Even Mark agrees with me."

Kendra sighed. "You two are the worst. I'm not saying I'm in love with him. I just — oh, I don't know. I feel like there's something there. Something unfinished."

Rachel patted her shoulder. "And I feel like you're letting your imagination run wild. You've got James now — a perfectly nice, normal guy who's interested in you. Don't mess that up chasing a fantasy."

Mark shrugged. "She's not wrong. But hey, if you're going to the library thing, at least dress to impress. You never know."

Kendra shook her head, laughing despite herself. "You guys are impossible."

Rachel grabbed her coat and gave Kendra a quick hug. "You'll thank me later. Now, we're off. Don't wait up!"

Kendra leaned back and stared at the ceiling as the door closed behind them. Maybe Rachel and Mark were right. Perhaps she was chasing a dream. But deep down, she couldn't shake the feeling that her story with Ethan wasn't over yet.
 
*****

Kendra had attended many book readings at the library, but this one felt like stepping into an entirely different world. They had transformed the grand hall into an elegant venue, its glittering chandeliers casting a warm glow over the crowd. Small, candlelit tables had replaced the usual rows of chairs, each adorned with delicate floral centerpieces. A soft string quartet played in the background, adding to the sense of sophistication.

She smoothed the fabric of her black dress, a timeless piece she had always found reliable for special occasions. Paired with a single strand of pearls, it had seemed perfect when she'd put it on. Now, standing beside James as they stepped into the hall, she couldn't help but feel underdressed. Flowing evening gowns draped most of the women in attendance, and their glittering jewelry caught the light with every movement. The men were equally polished, their tailored suits exuding wealth and refinement.

James leaned down to whisper, "I'm starting to think I should've worn a tux."

Kendra smiled despite her nerves. "At least you blend in better than I do."

He glanced at her, his eyes warm. "You look stunning. Don't let anyone make you feel otherwise."

She appreciated the sentiment, though it did little to ease her discomfort. She wasn't the only one who had noticed the over-the-top difference in this affair compared to the usual book readings. Several guests, also unfamiliar with the scene, wore expressions of similar unease as they milled about, clearly trying to find their place among the glittering crowd.

As they moved further into the room, James placed a reassuring hand on her lower back, guiding her toward their table. "Let's grab a drink and make the best of it. Who knows? It might end up being a great night."

Kendra nodded, her gaze sweeping the room. She wasn't sure what she was searching for — perhaps a familiar face or maybe just some hint that she belonged here. But instead, her eyes landed on Ethan Graham. He stood near the podium, speaking with a small group of people. Even from a distance, his presence was magnetic, his easy smile and confident stance commanding attention.

Her heart gave a familiar lurch. She quickly turned back to James, forcing her focus on him. "Drinks sound great."

The night was just beginning, and Kendra had the sinking feeling that it would be far more complicated than she had expected.
 
*****

Ethan stood near the center of the crowd, his striking profile unmistakable. Beside him, a stunning woman in a form-fitting gown laughed too loudly, clinging to his arm as if staking her claim. Kendra's stomach churned.

Having just finished speaking at the podium, the woman had stepped down from the microphone and made her way toward Ethan. She moved confidently, her every step an unspoken assertion of familiarity. As she reached him, she'd leaned in close, her lips brushing against his face as she whispered something and then laughed.

Kendra's stomach flipped as if in revolt to the way they interacted. The woman's name came to her in a sudden flash — Vanessa. She recalled hearing the name during the introductions before her speech.

Ethan, though polite, seemed detached. His gaze occasionally swept the room, his brow furrowing slightly as if searching for something — or someone. Kendra's cheeks warmed when she realized he had caught her staring.
 
She quickly turned her attention back to James, who was now offering her a fresh glass of champagne.

"Having fun?" James asked with a charming smile.

Kendra nodded, forcing herself to focus. "Yes, of course. The library looks amazing tonight."

But even as she spoke, her thoughts lingered on Ethan. She couldn't shake the feeling that he was more than just a fleeting memory from the train, that there was something unfinished between them. She struggled to choose between the charming James and the mysterious Ethan.

Excusing herself, Kendra slipped into the powder room to collect her thoughts. She dabbed at her lipstick in the mirror, scolding herself for letting her emotions spiral. The door opened, and Vanessa's reflection appeared behind her.

Kendra stiffened, forcing a neutral expression.

Vanessa's smile was thin and sharp. "You know," she began casually, adjusting a diamond bracelet on her wrist, "I noticed you looking at Ethan earlier."

Kendra's stomach dropped, but she kept her voice calm. "I'm sorry, I don't know what you mean."

"Oh, come on." Vanessa stepped closer, her tone syrupy sweet. "I'm just letting you know — you're wasting your time. Ethan and I have a long history. I've been by his side every step of the way since the accident. I'm practically family." Her words were like daggers, each one piercing Kendra's heart.

Refusing to allow Vanessa to dominate her, Kendra bristled. "Well, good for you," she said evenly, turning toward the door.

Vanessa's next words stopped her in her tracks. "Just thought you should understand — he's out of your league. And besides, I plan on marrying him. So, focus on your own date. He seems — sweet."

As Kendra exited the powder room, her head was spinning. James was waiting just outside, his face lighting up when he saw her.

"There you are," he said warmly, offering his arm. "I thought I lost you."

She slipped her hand through his arm, offering a bright smile. "No chance of that. Weren't we about to dance?"

James grinned and led her onto the dance floor. The music swelled, and Kendra let herself fall into the rhythm of the waltz. James held her close, his movements smooth and confident. His lips brushed her cheek as he murmured, "You're stunning tonight, you know that?"

Kendra's chest tightened. James was everything she should want — kind, handsome, attentive. He was the safe choice, the one her friends and family would approve of. But her thoughts betrayed her as the dance continued. Her eyes darted toward Ethan, who stood on the edge of the dance floor, his gaze fixed on her. He was the forbidden fruit, the one she couldn't have but couldn't stop thinking about.

"Is everything okay?" James asked softly, sensing her distraction.

She pulled back slightly, offering an apologetic smile. "James, you've been wonderful tonight, but —" Her voice faltered as guilt bubbled to the surface. "I'm not being fair to you."

Confusion flickered across his face. "What do you mean?"

Before she could respond, the song ended, and the applause gave her a momentary reprieve. She stepped back, her heart heavy. "I think I need some air."

James hesitated, then nodded. "Of course. I'll come with you."

"If you don't mind, James, I need a few moments alone." She could see the confusion in his eyes as she turned and hastily walked away.


Chapter 6
Barefoot in The Rain Chap 6

By Begin Again

 
 
 
As Kendra stepped out onto the balcony, she leaned against the railing, grappling with the tangled mess of her emotions. Behind her, the faint sound of laughter and music drifted through the open doors, but out here, it was peaceful — isolated. She closed her eyes, trying to steady her breathing and the chaos in her mind.

Vanessa's words echoed mockingly in her ears — You're out of your league — I plan on marrying him.
 
Kendra clenched her fists, anger, and doubt swirling. She had left James on the dance floor, his confusion evident, and now she wasn't sure she'd done the right thing.

The sound of a door opening behind her startled her. She turned, her breath catching, when she saw Ethan stepping onto the balcony. He paused, clearly surprised to find her there. "Oh," he said, his voice soft. "I didn't realize anyone was out here."

Kendra managed a faint smile. "It's a good place to escape."

He chuckled lightly, moving to stand beside her. "I can see why. It's a bit — intense in there."

They stood in silence for a moment, the city lights sprawling out before them. Kendra stole a glance at him, her heart aching with the memory of the train ride. The man she'd built up in her mind was so close, yet he felt unreachable.

"Beautiful night," she said, her voice barely above a whisper.

Ethan nodded, his hands resting on the railing. "It is. The quiet helps."

She hesitated, then spoke before her courage could falter. "I don't know if you'll remember, but we met — on a train. A few weeks ago."

He turned his head slightly, his brow furrowing in thought. "A train?"

"Yes," she said quickly, her voice laced with hope. "You helped me  —well, you helped me catch the train. It was raining, and —" Kendra snickered. "I wasn't wearing shoes."

His lips quirked upward in a faint smile, but his eyes held confusion. "I wish I could say I remember, but I've been dealing with some memory issues. After my accident."

Kendra's heart sank, reality settling over her. "That makes sense," she said softly. "I'm sorry. I didn't mean to put you on the spot."

"No, it's okay," Ethan replied, his gaze steady on hers. "It sounds like it was important to you."

"It was," she admitted before looking away, embarrassed. "But I guess it was just one of those fleeting moments."

Ethan was quiet for a long moment, his expression unreadable. "Sometimes fleeting moments mean more than we realize."

Her eyes flicked back to him, her breath catching at the sincerity in his tone. Before she could respond, the door opened again, and Vanessa stepped onto the balcony.

"There you are," she said brightly, sliding an arm through Ethan's. Her gaze flicked to Kendra, assessing the moment before speaking to Ethan. "We've been looking for you."

Ethan straightened, his polite smile returning. "I needed a bit of fresh air."

"You might catch a chill. We can't have you sick again," Vanessa said, her voice sugary sweet. She turned to Kendra, her tone taking on a pointed edge. "It's nice to see you mingling." She smiled and turned her attention to Ethan as she moved toward the door. "It's almost time for another reading. Are you sure you're up to it, darling?"

Kendra stiffened, but she forced a smile. "Enjoy the rest of the evening."

As Vanessa led Ethan back inside, he glanced over his shoulder, his gaze lingering on Kendra for just a second longer than necessary. It wasn't recognition, but it was something — enough to make her chest tighten.
 
She stayed on the balcony, the cold air biting through her dress as she tried to sort through the storm of emotions. Inside, James was probably wondering where she had gone, and Ethan was lost in a world she didn't belong to.
 
She pressed her palms to her cheeks, willing herself to focus. She couldn't keep doing this — not to herself or James.

But the spark Ethan had lit inside her refused to be snuffed out.

She took a deep breath, smoothing the fabric of her dress as she stepped back inside. The warmth of the gala wrapped around her, but it did little to thaw the chill in her chest. She scanned the room and spotted James near the refreshment table with a glass of champagne. His brow furrowed slightly when he saw her approach, but he quickly masked it with a warm smile.

"There you are," he said, his voice light but tinged with concern. "I thought maybe you'd slipped out and left me to fend for myself."

Kendra managed a small laugh, shaking her head. "No, just needed some air. It's a bit overwhelming."

James's expression softened as he set his glass down. "I get it. These events can be a lot, especially with how extravagant this one is." He offered his arm. "Ready to head out?"

Kendra hesitated, glancing around the room one last time. She caught a glimpse of Ethan and Vanessa across the room, deep in conversation with another couple. A pang of something she couldn't quite name — regret, longing, frustration — tugged at her, but she pushed it aside.

"Yes," she said finally, looping her arm through his. "Let's go."

James led her to the coat check, his presence steady and comforting. As they stepped outside into the crisp night air, he glanced at her, his brown eyes thoughtful. "You've been quiet tonight," he said gently. "Everything okay?"

Kendra forced a smile, though she knew it didn't quite reach her eyes. "Just a lot on my mind. Work, you know — just everything."

James nodded, his hand brushing hers as they walked. "If you ever want to talk about it, I'm here."

Her chest tightened at his sincerity. James had been kind and patient, yet her heart was still pulled in two directions — toward the man beside her and the one who didn't even remember her.

"Thanks, James," she said softly. "I appreciate that."

They walked in companionable silence until they reached her apartment building. James hesitated on the sidewalk, his hands tucked into his coat pockets.

"I had a nice time tonight," he said, his voice low.

Kendra smiled, a flicker of guilt threading through her. "Me too."

He studied her for a moment as if weighing his next words before leaning in to press a light kiss to her cheek. "Goodnight, Kendra."

"Goodnight, James," she murmured, watching as he turned and walked down the street.

As she climbed the steps to her apartment, Kendra's emotions churned. She knew she needed to sort through the mess in her heart, but tonight, all she could do was collapse onto her couch and replay the moments that had set her world spinning.

*****
A few days later, Kendra left work and decided to grab a latte and read through her notes before catching the train. She stepped into the bustling coffee shop, the aroma of freshly brewed coffee and baked goods wrapping around her like a comforting hug.

Balancing a latte and a small stack of papers, she scanned the room for an empty seat, but every table was occupied.

Her eyes landed on Ethan, who was seated near the window with a latte in hand. He glanced up, and their eyes met. A flicker of recognition crossed his face, and he offered her a warm smile.

"Hi — we met at the reading, right?" he asked, his voice cutting through the hum of conversation. "Looks like it's packed in here. You're welcome to join me if you'd like."

"Thanks," Kendra replied, maneuvering her coffee and papers as she slid into the chair across from him. She fumbled with her bag, feeling slightly self-conscious.

Ethan chuckled softly. "Looks like you've got your hands full."

"Always," Kendra said with a wry smile, finally settling in.

Their conversation began politely, with exchanges about work, favorite coffee orders, and the challenges of city life.
"I've been recovering from an accident," Ethan shared, his tone thoughtful. "It left me with some memory loss. Amnesia, technically. It's been... an adjustment, trying to piece everything back together."

Kendra's heart clenched. She hesitated, her voice soft when she finally spoke. "I'm so sorry. That must be incredibly hard."

He nodded, offering a faint smile. "Some days, I feel like a stranger in my own skin. But it's not all bad. It's given me a chance to rethink things — focus on what really matters."

Kendra studied him, the vulnerability in his words tugging at her emotions. There were glimpses of the man she'd met on the train — the warmth, the humor — but there was no sign that he remembered her.

As the conversation deepened, she felt both drawn to him and frustrated. How could he feel so familiar yet so distant?

Before they parted, Ethan reached into his pocket and pulled out a small card. "I'm hosting a gallery event this weekend," he said, handing it to her. "It's a fundraiser for a nonprofit I've been supporting. You should come."

Kendra took the card, their fingers brushing briefly. A spark — fleeting but undeniable — passed between them.
"I'll think about it," she said, her voice steady despite the flutter in her chest.

Ethan smiled, his blue eyes meeting hers for a lingering moment before he rose to leave. "It was nice talking with you, Kendra. Hope you can make it on Saturday."

"Thanks," she replied, watching as he disappeared into the crowd.

Left alone, Kendra stared at the card in her hand. The pull she felt toward him was undeniable, but so were the complications. As she sipped her latte, her mind swirled with thoughts of the past, the present, and the uncharted path ahead.

*****
Kendra stood in front of her closet, holding up two dresses, frowning at her reflection. "Which one looks more casual but elegant?" she asked, glancing at Rachel, sprawled on the bed with her phone.

Rachel looked up briefly, arching a brow. "The green one. It's classy but not over the top. Perfect for someone just supporting a fundraiser." She snickered and returned to her phone.

Kendra shot her a look. "It is a fundraiser."

Rachel set her phone aside, sitting up and crossing her legs. "Right, for a nonprofit Ethan is hosting. The same Ethan you've been daydreaming about since you met him on the train and, oh yeah, the same Ethan who doesn't remember you."

Kendra sighed, holding the green dress against her. "I'm just curious about him. And it's for a good cause."

Rachel smirked. "Sure, you're curious about the cause. But why didn't you ask James to go with you if that's the case? I mean, you two just went to that book reading together. If this is purely about supporting the fundraiser, wouldn't bringing him as your date make sense?"

Kendra froze, the dress slipping from her fingers. "I didn't think —"

"Exactly," Rachel cut in, standing and folding her arms. "You didn't think about James because this isn't about the fundraiser. And don't pretend it's just about curiosity. You're hoping for something with Ethan, and that's fine. But maybe you should be honest with yourself — and James — before diving in."

Guilt churned in Kendra's stomach. "James and I aren't — we're not serious. We've only been out a couple of times."

Rachel raised an eyebrow. "And yet, he's clearly interested. Don't kid yourself, Kendra. If you're using James to distract yourself from Ethan, that's not fair to him."

Kendra turned back to the mirror, smoothing the fabric of the dress. "I'm not trying to hurt anyone. I just need to figure out what this is. If it's even real."

Rachel softened, stepping closer and resting a hand on Kendra's shoulder. "I get it. Just be careful, okay? You're walking a fine line here. Don't let curiosity turn into regret."

Kendra nodded, her voice quiet. "I'll be careful. I promise."

Rachel gave her a small smile, stepping back. "Then put on that dress and go knock 'em dead. Just remember, fire burns — don't get too close without a safety plan."

Kendra managed a faint laugh, slipping into the green dress. But as she fastened the necklace around her neck, Rachel's words lingered, weighing heavier than she wanted to admit.


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