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Chapter 1
The Hundred Percent Club

By michaelcahill


 
danger can lurk around any corner

up a staircase

it can shove you in a room
and mount you
like a rabid dog
and laugh like a hyena
 
it can tell you
you are of no value
just a toy
for a boy
with a ploy
 
but it's no big deal
he's a wheel
and you'll forget
move on
live a life
 
he'll rule the world
flag unfurled

and every night
you will lie curled
in the terror of that time
crime
came to call on you
 
and you'll be the prisoner
in the cell
    a hell ironic
        for a victim
 
then one day
the bullies will throw a rock
through your window
taunting you
because they heard you had a story
and double dare you
 
to tell
 
tell your story
if you double dare
 
the whole damn world
will be right there

and the boys will too
 
those boys

         the ones that scare you so
 
and you'll stand in front of them all

                shaking and terrified
 
and become

        A World Hero
 
                 Dr. Christine Blasey Ford

 


Chapter 3
The Blue Paint Stallion

By michaelcahill

I’d noticed the lack of color for some time. I’m a man who sees in color, angry red and passionate red. Yellow so light it lifts everything skyward, and purple you can taste until it stains the sides of your mouth. Green, both envious and regal, with splendor one must possess.
 


it’s dripping ripe
and I become its color
art appreciation

 

Mostly my world is blue. Sure, blue like the sky and even blue like the booties on a baby boy. But it’s the blue of the night the moment after the sun finally disappears, just before the darkness takes a firm grip, calling to me--that darkest blue so few see … that’s the blue I wish to share--I wish for another to see.
 
I roam the canyon in solitude and loneliness. I shouldn’t be lonely, I’ve been told. I’m not alone, so the story goes. Your heart desires and has what it desires, it should be clear to you. It isn’t.
 
I feel the ground shake. I know the feeling. I brace myself, even as I let the feeling take me over. Wild horses running. I regain myself a little, and the ground seems level again. It’s the Blue Paint Stallion coming straight for me in every shade of blue, the colors swirling in my mind as I try and take them all in. I marvel and feel no danger at the hooves flailing against the stars in the sky. I mount up in one movement, and we are off like the wind.
 


a train doesn’t think
it follows the tracks
they’ve no choice either
 
the forest is dark
fear is the better journey

 

I have no idea where we’re going, the paint stallion and I. I only know; I want to go. The sky breaks into pieces as we crash through it. The stars scatter without understanding. This is what my heart desires. They say I’m not alone. But they’ve never ridden on the Blue Paint Stallion.
 


blue so dark
as to appear black
 
not seeing me
 
not even
looking


 
 

Author Notes


Chapter 5
Conquering Everest

By michaelcahill


 
Everest
 
majestic
 
how noble the little ones
braving danger
enduring elements
 
I tickle them with dainty flakes
as they climb
towards the summit
 
I send
a slight breeze refreshing
the conquering adventurers
confidence oozes like the slush
'neath the arctic sea
but the ice cap can be thick,
hearty wanderers,
and I can make it thicker
at my whim
 
but there … there is the summit
renew your vigor and climb
what is a fluffy cloud in the distance
against the boisterous bravery
of the brigade of braggarts?
 
with a flick of my icy fingertip
I cast the mountaintop down
upon you all
 
conquer me, Winter?
 
only on my tender days
when I seek amusement …
 

 


Chapter 6
Vote for Harold Stassen

By michaelcahill


 
the great debate

a solar flair
midst a panel
of scarecrows
chatty and affable
 
the loquacious locomotive
grinding steel churning
on silver ribbons
a joke of reporters
shout, "Chicken!"
rushing through a field
seeking the tracks

but the train derails
and victory is won

a hoedown of farmers
shoveling loads
 

the wisened oak had stood for over two-hundred-years,
the rope was worn, but us kids swung from it ...
seemed like the thing to do.

 

we, the men with whips
cry freedom
we chain justice fast in place

blind indeed
for she need not see
ahem ... our indiscretions
see no evil
tell no lies
 
we plunge into the earth
seeking everything
as our own
 

if you dig a hole in the middle of Old Jeb Kelsey's Creek and
you keep digging and digging and digging ... the creek
will eventually spill out into the Dragon Pearl Restaurant
in Peking, China. The patrons will be pissed ... But it will
be a dandy laugh.

 
two scoops please
vanilla

a noose
not too loose
for it must snap
to gain attention
when it reaches
full extension

we'll just have to leave you hanging

there's a meetin'
and we're a greetin'
we be sangin' praises
to almighty God
don't spare the rod
 
love your hat
and leather shoes
play the tuba
too
 
bring that staff down hard
and quick
and build this country
brick by brick
upon the backs
of someone 
 
it's time to eat
so where's my supper
this is written
don't you know
 
old white men
are chosen
we have guns,
sons
and money,
honey
 
it's the natural order


read all about it
 
vote for me
again

     I'm Harold Stassen




 

Author Notes Harold Stassen was a Republican politician. In 1948 he had a serious run for the GOP nomination eventually losing to Thomas Dewey on the third ballot. He was to run again and again thereafter becoming a perennial candidate.

I recall one year, in the eighties I believe, his nephew placing his name in nomination. Often states would place a popular local politician's name in nomination as a tribute.

These candidates were called "Favorite Sons". They referred to Stassen that year as a "Favorite Uncle". I can still hear Walter Cronkite, "Well, We have Ronald Reagan, the sure nominee, Anderson, Bush, a possible Vice Presidential candidate for the ticket, two favorite sons and a favorite Uncle."

His last run was in the year 2000, one year before his death. I'm saving you the trouble of looking him up. Draw your own conclusions. :))



Chapter 9
The Life of a Baby

By michaelcahill


 
Is there anything more precious
than new life
    a baby bird
    dreaming of cloud conquering flight
           or a baby bear
           laughing at bees
                   with a honey smile
 
ahh, but the limitless potential
of a human baby ...
 
a future peace maker
     the curer of disease
         a champion of justice


 

as the bombs burst outside
the screams of birth are muffled
     but life has will
           life knows only to live

 
a mother will protect
and if running is the answer
               she will run
 
safety beckons
        she heeds the call
swaddling the most precious bundle
 

but poison
in the land of the free
         looks like honey
                   honey to draw animals
 
into a cage
 
                    a baby zoo ...


 

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Chapter 10
Me and Mrs Jacobs

By michaelcahill


 
Love seems to remove sense

pursuing Mrs Jacobs
seemed so right
at the time

it's wrong to seek kisses
from a misses
that I knew

but love grew
I was smitten
bitten as it were
in a way
that gave no sway to
thinking straight
 
her every word
a fascination
thrilling my imagination
and it flooded all my senses
when she spoke

and this very day
I still can hear her say

"Michael, what was the capital
of the Ottoman Empire"

and I grandly announced:
"Constantinople
capital
C o n s t a n t i n o p l e
Constantinople"
 
I'd prepared days for my moment
to please
oh, geez, she smiled

"Correct" she said
and that was that ...
approval, love fulfilled
 
they say the third grade's
much too young
for true love to be real

but all these decades later
it's what I still do feel



 


Chapter 16
Would You Agree the Sky is Blue?

By michaelcahill

 


joy is unexpected by definition
who plans to be thrilled
for chills to fill the imagination
with rapturous spills of silliness
where sense once held court
and gave no quarter to bliss
 

she is assigned no fault
and I hold no grievance
foolishness is a condition
not an excuse
the imp that trips a thinking sort
and makes sport of his gait
with skips and trips and falls
shocking crashes into walls
surely never there before
 

but she never missed a step
nor uttered a word out of order
fastidious was her veil
giddy may have crossed her mind
in a childhood memory
but it made no roost
she was amenable
to my presence
appreciative of my company
satisfied even by her answer
to my advance
 

we defined love
in colours from different wheels
with the same names


 
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Author Notes
Well, this is MY free verse sonnet. There's no right or wrong version. After all, it is free verse. The idea is to follow the general format as stated in the rules. I hope you will all give it a try.


It is said that we free versers write our compositions due to our lack of formal skills. Sonneteers will claim, "A free verse poet cannot write a sonnet to save their lives, THAT is why they write free verse!". Well, of course, we know different and many of us have written award winning sonnets and are quite adept at iambic pentameter and structured poetry. Indeed, WE don't denigrate any form of artistic expression. It's time now to take it up a notch. Sonnets have become boring for the most part. "BORING" is always OUR call to arms. The time for a Free Verse Sonnet is NOW. This challenge is to write a free verse sonnet on any topic and in any format using all your poetic skills and instincts. Here are the elements that any decent sonnet is expected to contain AND we will be looking for them in your piece as well. NUMBER ONE: A sonnet is essentially a short argument. So, the beginning states your "proposition" or "problem" or "question". NUMBER TWO: Once that is established, you reach a resolution to said. This is typically preceded by a "turn" or "Volta" which signals the change of mood. NUMBER THREE: Finally, you sum up everything with your ending. Simply put, Argument, Resolution, Summation. Feel free to study traditional sonnets for insights as to general structure and flow. HOWEVER, we could care less about rules and confining traditions. We'll write our Free Verse Sonnets and way we please. Feel free to discuss at length in the discussion threads, ask questions, offer ideas or simply curse me and let off steam.




Chapter 17
Thoughts From an Unqualified Source

By michaelcahill




Thoughts From an Unqualified Source


 
 
what a quagmire a mind is
surpassed by the miasma
of a collective understanding
agreed to
with individual reservations


the lie of
   "we agree"


the million seeds
seeking the one obelisk
of truth
 

a pillar made of eggshell
easily shattered
with each piece
a small grail
       adrift on a laughing ocean
 

I only know
I am not supreme
for I do not ascribe to doom
 

I feel what was once outside
inside
and I find inside
that of unknown origin
 

the sound
     of butterfly wings
the sight
     of leaves rustling
the touch
     of winter's arrival


the visit
     of a heart
 

this is the surface
   it goes on and on
      and I follow it
 

I leave
all of it nameless
and just acknowledge
 

it affects me
 

and I honour it


and lower my head
           when I don't
 

I've heard it called God


           that is fine by me




 

Author Notes

Note: The contest is for a spiritual poem and not a religious piece. I could write about Jesus and Christianity or Islam or Judaism but those are religions, yes?

In any case, regardless of what one believes, I think that love, inclusion and stewardship of our planet and each other is the solution to all of our problems.





Chapter 25
Feathers

By michaelcahill


 
Faith is said to be:


Proclaimed and vowed
with solemnity
and enmity towards
evil and dastardliness
slashing swords
cutting and gutting
in the name of
eradication of
elimination of
the triumph of-- over
the banshee cry
the cannons roar
the rivers of righteous blood
flowing in freedom's stead
the dead deservedly so
for FAITH demands
... so it has been written
... so it has been screamed

 



I say:
 

 

Faith is an invisible feather
held in a humble
trembling hand
brushing a forehead's
fears with empathy
 
Faith is unspoken--
heraldry is eschewed

Faith is imbued
with colour
 
Faith bows so low
it reaches
the sky
 
Faith believes
good

is


 

Author Notes

This was inspired by "Offspring of Icarus", a lovely poem by our own Gloria ...
I can't even say why it lead me here, but that's the beauty of art. Read her beautiful piece by clicking HERE ...


Chapter 26
Comet

By michaelcahill


 
Haley loved her
there was no question
nor suggestion otherwise
in his heart
or seldom consulted mind
 
her response did not
occur to him
for the love itself
consumed him
and the plans
he made
the shade of the tree
the babbling of
every brook
 
when she fled to the horizon
in a sailboat on the sunset
he began his own journey
 
a journey of why
 
we still await his answer
 
but we know he still seeks
and we shout to him
as he passes by
once in a while
 
for it never dies

love

and the quest
to understand
 
to acquire
 
and we know
 
tears
turn to ice
in the void of space
 
twinkle, twinkle
says this child
with wishes
til the day I die
 
wondering

about snowflakes and
mountain tops packed in white
and melting

melting

drop by drop
and a stream
becoming a river
 
and a void
being
filled




 

Author Notes This is my first entry. Here's a link to my second entry, "sand outside the hour glass", if you're interested. Click HERE

HERE is the challenge us Fabulous Free Versers were given. You are ALL invited to join up and participate. You'd be surprised what you can do ... but we wouldn't. :))

You are challenged to write a ten-minute free verse poem. Here are the rules: You are NOT to think about what you are writing about before beginning your write. You are not to edit your write when you are finished. I want you to clear your mind, look at your watch or clock, note the time and start writing. When ten-minutes have passed ... stop writing. THAT is your piece. Post it. :)) Some people write like this as a rule. Of course, most DO edit and pick and choose what they keep in the write. This time we don't want to do so. For those of you who've never written like this, I think you may be surprised at how creative you are "under the gun". Some of the most compelling poetry is often difficult to explain, however, upon reading, feelings are induced in the reader and the mind is often thrown into deep thought. There is great value in that, often as much as there is in concise, easy to understand pieces. My opinion, of course. In any case. This is our challenge. I hope you'll all give it a try.


Chapter 28
A Tale of My Sea

By michaelcahill



A Tale of My Sea

 
 
They call me Moby Dick


o'er the grand waters
I'm known and have shown
kindness and regard
for my fellows
and neighbors


I do not waver
to put fluke or spout
to any aid
and offer harm not
where harm is not due
 

indeed, though I am
a behemoth
fear does not find quarter
in my world
my steadfastness
proved worthy
 

even intruders
tolerated
to the point they tolerate me
 

But when murder comes calling
with the smell of dirt
and the smear of blood
and rust


patience wanes
 

I sound with fury
and seek with
a vengeful eye
 

who is this Ahab
this so-called
and would be captain?
 

master of floating sticks
and fluttering linens
 

I retreat for peace


you advance for war
 

then war it shall be
 

war and recompense
for your kind
of which
 

you
 

are so representative
 

for those slain
and those who will be
you are my quest


my warning
 

in your death
is truth
 

and eventually
in mine, too
 

ride my back
to the depths
 

wave your comrades forth


folly and fortitude
look the same to your kind
 

Davey Jones
lies
at the bottom of the sea


waiting
 

your legend


      drowned
 



 

Author Notes This is a response to the book, "Moby Dick". It is the whale himself, personified, speaking to Captain Ahab.

Poetry that references and responds to another poem (expounding upon it, modernizing it, refuting it, contemplating it, etc. Original poem (or significant section) must be supplied in the author's notes. This is Leinico's wonderful idea. I'd like to expand it just a little to include responding to any written or spoken piece. This would include poetry as mentioned, but also famous speeches, essays, books, even documents like the Constitution or the Bill of Rights etc. I suggest the focus remain on poetry as set forth in the original idea, but I don't want to squelch any great ideas or inspirations that stem from this. :)) Remember, free verse has no set structure or rhyming pattern or fixed meter. You design your piece in YOUR structure as you see fit. This is entirely YOUR creation.


Chapter 30
M1 Carbine Musings

By michaelcahill

I seek
I've not time to talk
or listen
to your life story
or tales of glory
I'm here to make gory
all I see
 
I can be patient
careful and deliberate
choosing my target
and zeroing in for the kill
 
but I can be a roustabout
making my presence known
with a flourish
a spread of doom
that makes the masses scatter
from the shatter of my fury
 
three hundred yards
away
I imagine a picnic
with your sweetie
maybe a shaggy dog
and Betty and Bobby
three and four years young
bouncing on the hill
like marbles dropped
from a cloud
the glass you use
to toast your love
splinters into the
light in your eyes
 
a souvenir from my
long reaching arm
enters the chamber
where your memories
are stored
I take them
and insure
there will be no more
 
it's just my daydream
to add a little heart
to the deadly purpose
for which I exist
 
I am what I am
 
my purpose
singular
 
a
human
construct


 

Author Notes
PLEASE: Feel free to join our little club and take the challenge. All for fun and to gain knowledge. :))

Write a free verse poem on war. Boo (ghost) suggested a write on WWII where your perspective is from someone involved in the conflict, a soldier, perhaps a Jew in a concentration camp, a loved one at home or even FDR or Hitler. I like that idea and recommend it. But, I'll expand it to include ALL wars and give some leeway as well. You can use Boo's approach OR use a different approach if you wish. Your imagination and ingenuity is always WELCOME. The theme is WAR. Whatever that inspires you to write, is correct. Remember, great free verse uses all the poetic tools available. :))
Due: Dec 1st. 19 days left.


Chapter 31
with the wink of an eye

By michaelcahill


 
it is clever
in its endeavor

the hush of darkness
  whispers its plan
    through the tiniest crack
 
the idle root
thinks only of escape
         of getting out
            and about

ancient tales
of light
    arrive
       through the seepage

dampness
keeps hope shivering

unseen
   'neath the clean
           cement sea
 
a glint
    signals the race

every dream
     shimmies up
           and through
                 and      out
 
the world is vast
(they said it would be)
 
I am the most
beautiful sight
in all the world

I strain towards the light
          and shadows dance
                             beneath
                               me
 
it is thought
that
     life
       continues
    after
life
 
the light goes out
with the wink of an eye
as I fly upwards

 
I have a

question

                   are you ...



 


Chapter 32
Home Sweet Home

By michaelcahill



Home Sweet Home


 
The Widow Willoughby knows worms
... better than most
she knows they are patient
and ticklish

she admires their resolve

 


I remember dear Gammy ... the old cottage where she raised us. The world wasn't allowed inside, only us. She had the keenest toys and the best stories.



I never knew my mommy, only the tale my father told.





Stockings hung by the fireplace
treasures untold
reside inside
as long as
you don't peek ...





Gammy told a different story. I believed her; Father was mean. He said mommy didn't care about us, ran off, never looked back. Gammy says he made her disappear and that was all she could tell us. She said mommy loved us and to never believe anything else. Father died when we were all visiting Gammy. We were asleep and he was taken away before we woke up. That was fine with us. He was mean. Gammy said, he just up and died. Poof.



a street urchin
hides behind a tree
in a city park
watching a family
have a picnic



he sighs ...
but he doesn't know
a damn thing





We became orphans for a moment ... then we became Gammy's. Grandpa died before we were born. "He's in his garden", Gammy would say. "dancing with the worms". Then she'd laugh, and we'd laugh too, since it tickled her so.
 


Mr. Willoughboy's garden
was his prideful joy



but a garden can be
an evil
deceitful place



fragrance in abundance
may cover a stink



blankets
of morning glories
to greet the day
can make festive
a house of horrors



rows and rows
of riotous coloured flowers
       an excuse
to dice and impale
industrious worms
with a sharpened spade
endlessly tilling the soil
 



A young girl, newly found to womanhood, feels the blossoming surge through her. Her mind tries to understand what it all means. Sometimes a young lad will take her fishing in a canoe on the river. Other times an older gentleman will show her how to catch a fish, clean it, cook it and serve it to a man.
 


Raphe Willoughby
offered many a
deep red rose
to the frequent
blushing nubile
passersby



"Mind the prickers"
he'd hiss
with surly charm
 


The Misses would not dare
cry out
no, the repercussions
were unthinkable


whimpering
became the music
ot the Willoughby household
and silence
its counterpoint
an unnoticed dirge
 


even the birth of a son
barely drew a cry
from her breath



fear often looks
brave

 



A trembling pair of hands accepts a new life. It is placed gently therein and begins to cry. "I am your father" a man says as he looks in astonishment at this small creature in his hands. Echoes of screams fill his head and the feeling of helplessness begins to lessen. He looks at the women rising up from the bed to approach him. She grasps the child from his hands with supreme confidence and a loving smile. He backs up in awe. He can't fathom what it takes to be her.
 


sons learn
and become husbands
and whimpering
is contagious it seems
the dirge continues
 


The Mrs. found her own use
for the garden



the soil was
always well tilled
and turned--
ripe
for an easy
planting



First



Mr. Willoughby



then



The Widower Willoughby Jr.



Both



found themselves
in partnership--
secretly in cahoots
with vengeful worms



tickles can titillate
or delight




or torture



even a worm knows
the difference






 
*****************************************
 


And now there were
stories to read
to grandchildren
snug and secure
surrounded by the loving arms
of the one person
who cared without restriction
who loved
and made sure
love won the day

 

the fire
crackled and giggled
with kindling of bloody clothes
and smelly tobacco pipes



and memories


memories are like stories
by a warm hearth
when life is good



or they can be tales
of horror
when



alone



abandoned



ghosts of
gardeners
whose garden
now embraced them
hovered in the smoke
but did not haunt
anymore
 


home was now
                sweet home
 
 

 


Chapter 33
Winter's Seduction

By michaelcahill

 
Winter's Seduction
 
 
when you aren't looking
I blow a gentle
icy breeze
up your skirt
it tickles against
your hot essence
 
you giggle in innocence
as I have planned
 
my frosty fingers
gently explore
 
you are barely aware
as I trace your thighs--
your breasts ...
and my lust
begins to grow
 
my fingers become less
 
soft
 
I grip what I seek
and your passion swells
in response
to my icy resolve

heat rises
to meet
the fury of my longing
 
you struggle
but I know
you will give in

why would you
seek me out
if you didn't
want me
 
you finally succumb
and lay before me
trembling gently
 
I claim you
and cover you
completely

ravaging you

all mine

until Spring
discovers your
         indiscretion
 

 


Chapter 34
Not No Reason

By michaelcahill

Warning: The author has noted that this contains the highest level of violence.
Warning: The author has noted that this contains the highest level of language.
Warning: The author has noted that this contains the highest level of sexual content.



Not No Reason


 
 
it was yesterday


yeah


you had the power


but now it's my turn, fool
and I'm in the tower


dismiss me as


"Bud"


now watch me flower
back the fuck up


this is my hour



Guns don't kill people, speeches kill people. Be it nobler in the hearts of a good brewsky, then the drivers would designate a safer journey, that's the key, not the car. Can't you see that? Not the needle, the poppy flower-- it's lovely, especially covering a hillside, AND YOU, you misguided fool, would cut them down and think you've cured drug addiction ... I could shoot you.
 

watch the crowd part
when they see my glock
I cock my trigger
it triggers my cock


what say you now.
you cow tramp bitch.
remember you once
left this boy
in the ditch?




Like, damn, Patrick was a pimply faced looo oooo ssaaaa eeee rrrrr. Is it like my fault? Am I supposed to drop my gorgeous rich boyfriend and go to Mickie Dees with that fool just because he's all sad for being a nobody? Hello, the ice cream truck is outta smoothies. Buy some acne cream and consult a fashion magazine, dude ... nerd is out in the new millenium. So, he says ya, like hello to me. I'm like, wallpaper belongs on the wall, fido.. Can you imagine? Now he blows away a dozen kids for no reason. Was I right or was I right? Totally.
 

look at this steel
glist'ning hard
seeking pleasure


mind your words girlie
speak slow, each one measure


tell me you want me
convince me
cunt quick
or something might slip
and you'll lose ...


what ya treasure
will ooze 



We have Dr. Redsum Books here today. How would you describe this mass murderer, Doctor? "Well, a classic sociopath, Hane, a social outcast, a loner unable to interact with his fellow human beings. He was a kettle waiting to erupt, a volcano waiting to boil over. It's no surprise he shunned the friendship of his classmates. He's pure evil."


what's that smell?
pussy in the well
(go to hell)
dead things swell


       at      time's     leisure




"I'll be at Vromann's Books today at 4PM, by the way, for a book signing. "He's Pure Evil" is selling like cakes fried in a pan."
 

yeah


I walk in the room now
the bullies all scatter
yesterday wasn't it me
left a tatter?
 

NOW
 

I
 

matter




He was a sweet boy, wouldn't harm a fly ... well, he had a fly swatter. I suppose I'm to blame, I never should've bought him that. But they just buzz around, bzzzz, bzzzz, bzzzz, fuckin' bastards drive me NUTS! But Patty Cakes was a darling boy, gentle on the nipple. His sister was a biter, but not dear Patty Cakes, he's was sooooooo tender. He loved his momma.
 

I was lost
now I'm found
here's your cost
suck some ground




He was askin' for it. I mean, it was .irresistible Nerdorama on a stick. One time we stripped his ass and dropped him off on Main Street ... with a pair of bunny slippers Crazy-glued to his feet. His sad little dick tied with a pink ribbon. Now THAT'S funny ... dontcha think? Bunny slippers ... heh, heh, heh.
 

I seek flesh by the pound
what goes 'round
comes around
 

who's the punk


        now




I suppose it doesn't matter ... but, maybe, maybe they should've let him be. Or maybe, maybe it wouldn't be such a burden to be nice for a moment, just a moment. Then, I'm insane ya know ... the crazy fool ... out of touch with reality ... when you strengthen the weakest link ... what do I know?



the fuckers
were mean 


inhuman


I did nothing


      I've claimed me--


            HUMANITY drinks now


                  at my rusted sink



my taut muscles begin to relax now, as you all cheer, and red corpuscles shoot down the drain ... but I smile as I imagine
the white ones ... the white ones ... choking you ...



        choking you




                
choking you





                        choking you





                                     choking you






 


Chapter 35
Upon Their Backs

By michaelcahill



Upon Their Backs

 
 
the sea does not
reveal


sin sinks 'neath the
teal waves


the deep cannot be
                  fathomed or reached
 

how grand the ship
upon the vast ocean
   the motion of freedom
   captive to the tides
          abiding in the whim
                                of the wind
 

tales are told
   bold journeys fraught
         with peril
         wrought with danger


brave ventures--
flight from censure
                             perhaps
 

or simply            flight
   to seek the stars
        they do dance
             on the waves
 


If you sail far enough into the night, the sky and the sea become one and envelop all within ... stars are no longer there, they are everywhere ... the moon is seen and the moon sees ... but a slave is still a slave and chains are earthbound without mystery ... moans haunt the reverie of righteousness ... wrong is wrong ...
 

poetry is pretty
 

There were Pilgrims here when the first slave ships arrived. They thought nothing of it. After all, it was tea time and the slaves seemed well versed in the intricacies of serving tea. Indeed, domesticity seemed inbred.
 

And, when the candles were snuffed, they served a more carnal purpose among the lightly starched linens they had laundered to perfection that very day.
 




 
Lady Liberty
an image of a slave
herald's freedom
 




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Chapter 36
Loverboy

By michaelcahill



Loverboy

 
 
I envision myself
                   romantic


always in love
       with or without
                        a lover
 

at the very least
a purveyor of shtick
ripe with pathos and tender
songs
 

perhaps a wrong righted


fare thee well


think nothing of it
 

or a night to remember


the surprise of soft touches
               with strong hands
an encounter
    powerful and gentle
    forceful and relentless
           with tender care
                       all at once


there are worse
storms to weather
by a hearth
           soon abandoned
                 to the thoughts
                 that cross our minds
 

am I truly a martyr
a lover
       who requires
                                 not?
 

is there love
without
          return?
 

why then


do I shuffle along
with nary a step
resembling a skip
or a dancer's tap?
 

why not a flutter
in my chest
where the pounding
is anvil dull
like shoes forged
for an old horse?
 

perhaps 
I embrace the pretense
                 in case you notice
 

thus


I admit
I seek
what I don't have
 

a match must
strike ...
 

                 something



 
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Chapter 38
Reflections Change Upon Entry

By michaelcahill



Reflections Change Upon Entry

 
 
could be you take this to your grave
and then rave to whatever is found
'round those parts
   a boastful start
       to kick off existence
          in the great beyond
 

It's just love
common like white doves at a funeral
    and the myth that Heaven floats
                         cradled above
                on feathery gloved clouds
 

but we know it rains
don't we
we see the clouds        drift
and watch them swell
and quell the thirst
of those lucky things
        or drown those
unlucky sorts
that too much prosperity brings
 

maybe I'm the moon
  in love with the shimmer
     of starlight dancing
       on your face
maybe it is cold
   and your embrace
     seems warm
and encompassing of space
 

do you truly hold me dear
      as so it seems you do
you flow so gently 'round me
   tickling
        perhaps
   giggling
       is that what I hear


is that a sigh
 

really I'm a rock
in need of understanding


and you
  a vast expanse
       of self
that will only absorb
 

my dream is lovely
    a love in purple
garish and whimsical
 

but love is blue
      when true


with
    or without
           you






 

Author Notes
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Chapter 39
With Love for Katy

By michaelcahill

 


With Love for Katy


 
I didn't know Katy could soar,
she seemed tethered
and bound-- Earth trapped,
as though tendrils of fate
impeded her every step
 
there were clues
and tales of yore
before, I suppose,
the befallings fell
 
I should've known--
we are all in flight
before we've grown
and what will be sewn
is sewn regardless
 
carousel rides we remember
as if
we all took them
together
 
... to run like the wind
every hand in every other hand--
at least
hope feels so
when what is to be
is still to be
 
the horizon is always there
nearby
right over there
in constant sight
waiting
 
She hobbled as it loomed large
memories of wind
were of how deeply
it cuts
 
snowflakes can delight
or they can conspire
to chill and betray
their beauty
mocking
their conspiracy
 
life isn't always lovely
even when lovely
is finally sought
from the depths
of wrong
 
but I swear the horizon
is forgiving
 
Katy soared
when she reached it
she hobbled no more




 

Author Notes

My friend, Katy, passed away in the wee hours this morning. She had been suffering quite a bit for quite a while. She wasn't of note, I suppose. Most of us aren't at least by most standards. She was a sweet gal and was kind to everyone. It is difficult to do better than that. Love to her. May she rest in peace, pain free now.

Katy attended my friend Tonnie's services where I sang The Rose for her. She asked that I would sing it for her too. I didn't imagine it would be so soon. Anyway, a horrible recording, but ...




Chapter 40
No Strings Attached

By michaelcahill

dank is the alley
and the way is lost

repurposed appliance containers
house dancers who sleep

crusted and disheveled lovers
make due in the fumbling way of
young innocents new to bliss
opulence hides behind a wall
and wooden legs have no springs

the pungent perfume of dreams
wafts in a lazy haze
of remembered tangos
tangled in a frantic fiasco
of a puppy's affectionate metaphor
for something lied about
by those who lost
what others have found
in child's play

but libations fuel fantastic
flights of fancy
and marionettes need little sleep
nightmares aren't real
unless you wake to them

the baton is raised
and a waltz begins
but a poor orchestra
feigns rhythm
and no one is fooled
soon critics cruelly weed out
the offenders

the pace quickens
a bolero
with salsa
sizzles red
the rain turns the pavement pink
all think the problem is solved
but it's a minstrel show
tumbleweeds don't plan

there's no income
for poor performance
and no instruction
without means

a bridge can be crossed
or it can be a roof
you can be by the river
or in it

the river is heartless
for it does not love
but it is blameless
for it does not hate
fate laughs within a raindrop

the Maestro conducts
so they say
the clouds deliver rain
but wind propels them
wind goes somewhere
and came from somewhere

She is lovely
standing on the balcony
of Lucky Manor
the breeze causes her hair
to bounce on her shoulders
like approving applause

when you're homeless
and soaking wet
a summer breeze
chills to the soul

Mankind writes music
and plays it


Chapter 41
After Birth of a Nation

By michaelcahill

Warning: The author has noted that this contains the highest level of language.


 
Grasp that blunderbuss and aim it true,
forged in freedom's fire hot blue.
The target evil, 'tis said inbred,
the soft white belly, or the head--
it matters not.
Aim straight and bold;
don't hold back soldier ...
shoot your load!
 


'Twas yester eve we donned our Whigs
and waved our pens
like dandy figs.
Our servants weary
thought us bold
for we inqueeried:
"Should we grow old
while sending duty cross the sea
to some old hag, there sure must be
a better way to spend the day,
perhaps some apple pie with mom--
what say you Tom?"
 


Tom was fond of beauty, see,
and drawn to
purple mound's sweet majesty,
but he returned with quite a notion:
"Fuck that bitch across the ocean;
everything is ours ... we've earned it.
Why should we pay that crow?
You know she's laughing
when she thinks of natives
scalping our cool doos;
why send our hard-earned cash?
I say we lose by being fools
to not declare
this is OUR land.
She's over there;
we've got slaves and all this land;
independence sure sounds grand--
quick put that quill right in my hand."

 

We the white men hanging out ...
we rule this berg without a doubt.
Our women do just what we say;
they cook and clean and spread their legs.
We own the black folk night and day.
This land was made for you and me.

 


"Now, Tom, it would sound braggadocios,
and we mustn't sound like we're precocious.
Let's word this parchment with panache,
with pride and honour, just a dash.
Let freedom ring, (of course for us)
we'll keep control not make a fuss;
we'll talk of rights and freedoms too.
It's understood ...
they're not for you".
 


"Why would we give what's clearly ours
away to girls and men, black as tar?
We have no worries (they'll have no say).
We own the country (it's the only way).
 


"Put that quill down, Hancock, NOW!"

"What will we do this dude's so swell?"

"Oh, let him sign he's served us well,
if anyone should ask ... don't tell."

 

What say you, Ben Franklin, is all well?
Is all we say all there's to tell?
Agreed, we've done it-- now, I'll pat your fanny,
you know you look just like my granny.
 


And lo the Hedonites did dwell in the netherworld of darkness where Machiavelli's ghost lit candles and giggled in the sweaty darkness. Jeff had sons and Adam's apples found their way onto the limbs of forbidden trees. Until one day the train derailed on a split spike nail and came upon a man with an axe to grind. He grappled with some kind of morality in its totality and thus reading between the lines his vision of truth came to be and Kierkegaard was finally buried to live again.  
 

I'm late, I'm late
hit it dudes ... DEBATE!



Surely, Mr. Douglas, you realize
your stature precludes
your being alluded to in a serious
way as your belly protrudes and is quite 
the sight
in an unbalanced plight
and the crate
creaks as you gain height
and attempt a fight

 

But, Lincoln, your stinkin' thinkin'
is going to cause some blinkin'
when the people understand what
you are saying and the threat
of freedom screws the free and
sets in motion liberty for them that
gots shall get that didn't think
they'd ever got well hell you fuckin' snot
you're going to screw
the whole thing up now, don't you see?
 


But, Douglas, I'm just saying
what's been written and what's written
is supposed to be the truth
for everybody, not just you and me.
 


Lincoln, thee and me,
that's how it's supposed to be
what a mess will soon commence
when you break down every fence
and call every person equal
OHHHHHH the sequel scares the founders
who just meant to keep things
rolling like they rolled, now it will flounder
cause you think that black is white
you damn fool must you be right?
 


 

(To the tune of "Battle Hymn of the Republic")
Glory, glory how'd she do ya.
Teach, she hit it with a ruler.
I fired my glock, cuz, and
I said it's them or us;
and we shot the Prez
been so pissed ever since--
Holy moley what a stupid fuckin' hat;
broke it off a stove whatcha think of that?
If that ain't cause, then
freein' slaves surely is enough.
Oh, things were going well....

 

And then, all seemed changed as the maze of underground caves, remnants of the Civil War, sheltered the hearts and minds of the Confederacy in their dark recesses. Time passed and the illusion of victory came upon the United States as though the name implied a truth.
 


What lives in the depths of souls
does not die
it waits to be
unleashed
then it flourishes
if there is fuel to feed it

 


The Clansmen were a marchin', marchin'
and they burned a cross singin' glory be
and they found a tree
and they hung a black man
singin' ain't no way you're better'n me!
 


there were mirrors on the
hobnail boots of the nigger as he swung
and the fire from the cross
sparkled like the sun
and the gleaming from the
eyes shone behind the sheets
of the righteous few
who patrolled the streets
and kept them safe from
the riff raff trying to infiltrate
nuthin' new, just them
what don't belong
lookin' for free rides
and they come
from many sides,



                          from many sides






 

Author Notes This is satire, so I hope it's taken as such.

Here's some explanation of some sections that may not make sense to non-Americans (or maybe Americans as well).

The beginning refers loosely to the founding fathers and the Declaration of Independence, tongue in cheek of course. Great men, no doubt, but not saints. AND documents that bear scrutiny and continual interpretation. Thus, amendments, a court system and legislature to keep them current.

The Lincoln/Douglas debates focused on slavery and were a foreshadowing of the civil war that was to come. The essence of the conflict can be found in the debates.

"Glory, glory how'd she do ya" etc, to the tune of "Battle Hymn of the Republic".


That brings us to the post Civil War and to the present day where the KKK and other hate groups still flourish. Obviously, I feel that any tolerance for these organizations or their messages is an affront to decency and to be condemned in no uncertain terms. The notion that there are "sides" is absurd in my view.

Yes, I am a patriot, one who is unwilling to see my country over-run by thugs and hate-mongers.


Chapter 42
What Crosses My Mind

By michaelcahill


 
It is true
we have not met
yet
as in a formal
I am me to thee you see
and now we know
and so it goes
    perhaps a walk along the shore
         or more
as many dreams
foretold when eagerly I slept
     and you?
 

but still
I will contend the
notion sets in motion
the result
and thus it's academic
 

when minds have met
and wished
and fantasies have
dished the daydream's landscape
with an eager sought for
possibility
          at least in my mind
 

your words
a laureate's revelation
thrill like rapids coursing
through my mind
your heart revealed
    in casual observation
smiles understood
tears shared in secret
unspoken fingers clasping
   as I grasp stars in the night
   to fill your sky
hoping it is I
you wish upon
 

my thoughts flash around me

 
 vignettes

a dancer
nimble and lithe
spins to a stop
legs part to split
to the ground
     slowly
muscles tense
in smooth descent
             anticipation
 

I come across
a honeycomb
of endless nectar
it never drains
I am never full

 

in the distance
I hear
an endless sigh
and the sweet moan
of a mind void of worry
 

sure, I'm proud
as I imagine standing before you
but I must have you know
that it is you
who brings me to such life
and vitality
 

may I be a shock to you
    that is my hope
more than you want
surprising when that is
already your expectation
 

I imagine holding you
until time and space
vanish between us
 

no, we have not met
I haven't a clue
what crosses your mind
 

                this is what crosses mine
 




 


Chapter 44
Ashes

By michaelcahill



ASHES



--ONE--





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--TWO--


ashes, ashes
falling on the sashes
all the dancing lasses
stepping on the flashes
flying glittered light
flown from drops of tears
reflected fractures from
away so far away
that stars could never
have a say
or really ask the sun to pause
and query what might
be the cause
for water flows
and no one knows
what once was there
for it is gone





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--THREE--


once an ash is wet
and swept away
it is part of
yesterday
lashes blink
blink, blink
until all

                                               ashes fall





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--FOUR--


 
            fall
       
                     down
                   
                                      far
                                     
                       
                                   
                        all by the river


a sliver of thread
           of a dream joined
               the stream
                          looking for a current

events being what
            the buzz is all about
                     face it

luck can be kind
            cruel is the rule
                         and the fire
                                     will burn until

history and all its
            recorded balderdash
                            and haberdash

              and cute eyelash
                                     are ash for sure

                    fools set themselves ablaze                                                                                                                                                                         and seek ...


              but I won't forget

                             I love you


 


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Chapter 45
Wisdom Is Not Welcome

By michaelcahill


then
neither grave nor gravity garnered
consideration
 
immortal loins
purloined the panorama
before me with style
          as though burgling
          were a righteous endeavor
 
fireflies in flight
lighting a soul
and a hopeful certainty
that a gift cannot be stolen
          though intent might be suspect
 
I wished to be held
like a baby
and protected
 
then
there was one who would
one never told
 
and the myth was born
I was strong
    the one who held 

time trickled on
setting me aside for the moment
 
the ocean seemed endless
the sky without end
and mysteries transfixed
and distracted me from me
 
one day I remembered a girl
a girl who would hold me
like a baby
and protect me
the one I never told
 
I discovered rarity
           to my dismay
 
am I not of note
        was I ever
        save to her
 
am I he
who plans a life
on a cloud
     unaware of a bird's nature
 
I'm the protector
and lonely soul
    the grand foolish boy
    in disguise
       who imparts wisdom
 
I find that wisdom
            is not at all
                     welcome
                            or wise




 


Chapter 46
I Whisper Her Name to No One

By michaelcahill


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Chapter 47
Perhaps, Holding Me

By michaelcahill


 
there was a time
when holding me
seemed of paramount importance


perhaps I was imbued
with wanderlust
and thrusting knees
were not to be trusted
to eschew danger
     did I have a bit of daredevil
     hidden in my angelic persona
 

I prefer to imagine myself
a cuddly sort
irresistible and scoopable
a young gentleman
with wiles, still raw and undeveloped
but magnetic just the same
    I assume I was not above
    diaper maladies at least in the early days
        I had to be loveable in lieu
        of that malodorous consideration
 

well, it turns out
all of that holding
was a good thing
 

it ceased or became twisted
upon my kidnapping
    if one's mother can kidnap
        but that is the story
 

the insane have a desperate
embrace
    it squeezes out rather than in
    and the effect is not comforting
 

is escape possible when one is small
if one gives all
to the pedals
    furious churning little legs
    can indeed go far
        but large people tend to
        scrutinize small people


it impedes freedom
when freedom is warranted
    its denial is forever embedded
    intent is only a cerebral factor
        the heart doesn't contemplate
 

history repeats itself


it becomes grown up
so it is supposed


I guess it can be quantified
    and evaluated
        I've no such skills
 

there are stories, sure
 

there was a time
when holding me
seemed of paramount importance
 

        it has always been so
 


 


Chapter 48
Only the Universe

By michaelcahill


Only the Universe
 
      of course
           I imagine Venus
                 tenderly cradled
                       in the soft curve
                               of the crescent moon 

 
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yes, the stars jostle among
         each other for the perfect position 
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                twinkling is a serious endeavor
                               when a wink need be implied
 
but let's get down to business
                  clouds form
                           and a chariot
                                 being pulled
                                 by white stallions
                                 is the order
                                 of the moment 
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                                       maybe a dramatic bolt or two
                                       heralding my impending arrival 

 
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                               are you watching?
                                      taking this all in?
 
                     be ready to shield your eyes, dear
                                as the universe is torn
                                        and a chorus of beings
                                              sings a song
                                              each note delivered
                                              on a beam of light
                                              assigned its own colour

                     they swirl in serpentine
                                  around you 
bathedinlight
 
                          I sigh as you yawn and
                                            drift off to sleep
 
             you're dreaming of me
                              aren't you?



 
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Chapter 49
Voices Joined

By michaelcahill



a lonely bass
vibrations tumbling
rumbling deep and rolling
across something perhaps
unknown or maybe
unnamed
seeking but feared
maybe fearful
 

a baritone tries to explain
picking up the tune without
becoming too immersed
in the darkness
there's a need to stretch
and strain
in a plaintive wail
 

perhaps an alto will reach
what needs to be reached
certainly sinew is stirred
and loins aroused
is this life's purpose
desire is not doubted
 

a tenor
cries out with might
a shattering of doubt
a focus
a singular compulsion
 to tell the tale within
 

then a soprano
demands the absolute
truth
are there tears
or is it something less
something of note
but not noted
will there be a blindness
where truth flows like a river
 

finally we realize that it is a chorus
and within the tones
a silence to walk through
searching and listening
 

love is the beauty
we find within
when we sing sincerely
and recognize
harmony





 

Author Notes





Chapter 50
Before Never

By michaelcahill



it's turned out that before never
did I ever love like this before
 
though maybe
seeming wise
when much, much younger
a grand jackhammer
who didn't stammer
when it came to laying out
the words required
in deadly stealth and prefect grammar
 
I looked for you
 
but you did not happen by
you tarried coyly
perhaps amused
at the thought of what I'd do
if my façade
had taken leave and left me
 
old
 
and not so bold
 
would I have
a bit of swagger left
or maybe fear'd leave me bereft
of any type of courage
just to broach
 
a small hello
 
an I love you
 
here we go
 
for this could surely be the
knell of death chimed
loud and clear
but I'm feeling good
I overcame the fear
 
now awaiting what you'll say
this could be the day
I'll hold you near
 
and now it's before never
and I'll find out if there's ever
any sense 
or recompense
for being me




 


Chapter 51
Oil Spotted

By michaelcahill




Oil Spotted
 


it comes down without sensation
to a stunning realization
that my nation
has been founded
       on the glaring misconception
         that my strongly held perception
                           is reliable and

 
                   Yes

 
I once or twice sure thought it
            so
    (a rock of ages so)

 
was it not I who caught
     the slightest blink
            and gave a wink
and put the lightning
      bottled on a shelf
just like a clever elf--
      a' dancin' spritely while
the light from every glowing jar
       helped me to remember
each sweet star that flashed
             the sky and made this guy
      release a sigh behind a smile
while all the while
       I had no guile
just madly blinding luck
         (in my own view)

 
                 a bit of deprecating selfness
that just adds to the
      bright package
             I once believed could
                          dazzle anyone

 
             but YOU

 
MUST    BE    IMMUNE!

      to the silken sultry strains
           of my hot tune

               thus leaving me a
         bright and glowing
deeply deepest, redest red
and glowing glist'ning blinding

        
 OH SO

totally enticing and a thrill
for all to see big butt baboon--

who so foolishly forgot to wear his
      droopy dra-wers one
sultry fateful hot and bright
             mid-summer day



well at least you got a laugh
          so, no, I don't regret the gaff
                    for your sly smile
         still lights the path
of my sad way


          hey, hey, ho, ho, hooray

 
              well ... hark ... and herald
                hoist the flag
         and don't let my pi-tard
dangle or I'll nag just like
the donkey on the trail
who thinks the cliff will lead
to no avail and starts to wail
      and bray 

            "oh you moron ...

HEY WE'RE GOING TO DIE!"

I've gone astray for just a bit
to free my frying brain 
a moment from this pain
this is insane

what was that song
sung to the throng
who sang along...

 

now it seems that I was wrong
for not a word or phrase you said
    to thrill my heart meant
              what I thought it meant
                  oh, goodness me
             oh, golly gee
right from the start I took things wrong

 
strike the gong and let it resonate
for good is bad and love is hate
            and round is square
and curved is straight
and surely I'll be petrified before you love me
                 if I wait for you
je parley vous wee moi's a fool tujour woo hoo!

 
close the gate
    quick
close the gate
the unicorn is going to flee
and quest for Pegasus above the sea
it's just as sensible as me believing
              you were meant for me

 
amazingly my brain belonged
        in some bleak dungeon
             where the light of day
would never let a thought escape
             and cause this gruesome
               heart filet

 
of soul
to roll away

into a secret dark atoll
down to a lifeless lonely shoal
where I sit and no one truly sees
that even though the moaning
drives the ghosts of ancient
pirates from their graves
and even though they do not try to save me
from my fate, they still are grateful
to discover that they're better off
at rest beneath the waves

 
and though it is ironic
             I've invested all I have
         and somehow it is me
who's left to pay

 
how could I be so foolish
             and how did I ever dream
you were as madly drawn to me
as every cell of me was drawn to you

 
was it not true you said you loved me
and you'd like to partake of me
did I make these things up
                   solely in my head

 
are they lies
       instead of answers to
          my won-ton lusty screams
with crispy noodles and a fantasy
of nudity and naughty schemes of twister
caked with Crisco and a healthy dose of brie...

 
well it seems
       I conjured mightily
and heard the words I wished for
             when you never said a single thing
                        that could've lead me to believe
    you even had the slightest thought of
even one brief interlude with me

 
fo-fi-fum-feeeee
now looky see

 
I'm up a tree
       with my banana
and my polka dot bandanna

 
and I'm feeling like a circus
               might arrive soon
                             coming
           just in time to save me 
and restore my sense of worth
and purposed birth

 
a clever organ grinder grinding
gives me hope and a sweet plan
I could be his red ass monkey
that would give me an excuse
             to hop up nimbly next to you
                   and I could simply
               beg you for a
      quarter and a

well-earned kiss



it's the way we run the big top
come one for fun
come all and have a ball
the greatest show on Earth
All gleaming, glittering splashed with gold
and wondrous dreams for young and old
sensations of the century
the grandest, largest
best, amusement institution
in the worlds of which we know 
and some we don't so clearly see
but there couldn't be a doubt that there's
no show to top this show
so come and see


 
surely that would catch your eye
perchance a look
and then a stare
at least aware that I exist
well I persist though true the more I do
the bigger fool I prove to be
but it's the bliss you see
the wondrous destiny that 
keeps me cast the fool


 
well ...
 

        so how would that be

 
             miss missy miss ARROOOoooo

 
I see you getting smaller
and I know you'd be much taller
if you trod the road
and headed towards this guy


but far away you go
I guess you'll never know
you made this prince a toad
and the circus didn't want me
either after all

 
this spot of oil is left for me
to stand beside
the last I looked
was sitting here my ride...

 
is a clown amusing
if there's no one to amuse
it's rhetorical you see
as are all things
when you lose.




 

Author Notes
Yeah, a little off the deep end. LOL.


Red Lighted: A circus term. A method of getting rid of you: the owner departs without paying while you're not looking (all you see when trying to pick up your check is red lights disappearing down the road); or tells you to meet the circus somewhere, but the circus goes somewhere else; some sources even use this word to mean that an unpopular person is thrown from the back of a moving vehicle. Also "Oil Spotted," the moment when there's just you and the oily stains where the bus used to be.



Chapter 52
an inkling of a glance

By michaelcahill

why would I seek consideration
when
vastness shamelessly stretches out before me
undulating its milky way while
making it clear


             
no

gravity is real
you’re lucky to advance four feet
in your glorious adventure of celestial conquest
 

but, sure, decry the small snickering orb
a pebble to us, a life altering mystery to you
personify us with meaning
poking holes in an alternate soul and
even
dare the pretense you are
part of it

 

did I mention
I had a hurt
a feeling
a need
well, a little want
just an inkling of a glance
my way for a moment
a nod
a wink
to let me think


you know I’m something more
than just a monolithic
surface to reflect
your every thought
and moistened dream
and lustful whim
           

you see
that’s why
 

I laugh at quarter moons


they’re not half of what I am
and the stars are much more lonely
in the sky
yes the speed of light
amazes


all cheer


but no matter how they
chase in desperate need
they won’t get nearer
than they are
they’ll stay as far
away until the day the
last atom flickers out
and there’s no doubt
 

I’ll be there watching
and that is
more attention paid
than will
be
bestowed on
me
 

poor
pitiful
uncared for
and unloved
me
 

I see my face
reflected in the still water
a forlorn vacant stare
a tear gets a reaction
as the water ripples
towards the edges
of infinity


but
I
do not


 


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Chapter 53
The Dominion of Man

By michaelcahill

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Chapter 54
Once Before I Fly

By michaelcahill

Author Note:Of course, for you.



Once Before I Fly


 
my last behest
a final quest
to say I did it up
with style and spent my days
with golden guile



they say the falls
plunge crazy cool
at wild Niagara
a fool might
even parachute
from a silver cloud
I've thought it through
 


but just a cup of coffee
in a cozy diner
alone, across from you
would do
 

or perhaps
a stroll
at sunset wiggling toes
through sandy paths
maybe holding hands
 

but truly just one kiss
before I pass
 

still, since I am confessing
say that kiss
met your approval
and the stars aligned
and hypnotized you for the night ...
 

an evening without rules
no dignity, no shame
nothing wrong, no blame
your tidy room
ourselves in bloom
as though a hurricane
passed through


the sun would rise and blush
the moon would
quick eclipse
so, our good morning
wouldn't rush
 

but truly, just the thought
of you will
send my final breath
past lips that shyly smile
at the secret I possess
 

and to the glowing angel
taking me beyond this shore
I'll whisper with all honesty
 

                  "She was more."






 

Author Notes

Perhaps one doesn't even need to complete their bucket list. It's enough just to have one. :))



Chapter 55
Superfluous Length

By michaelcahill



Superfluous Length


 
 
if I kid myself
why do I not laugh
 

over the tree tops
love tickles the nose
of the smiling giraffe
spindly legs see no reason
to rest when walking on air
 

with flair, I walked the forest
yes, aware that ne'er a creature
moved with grace so grand
the land was mine
 

and each day was the next day
so, the story went
and one was like the other
and like the ones I'd spent
I'd always waken bright to find
another had been sent
and to this day it's so


I know


that nothing's changed or
rearranged my world
in any way
today's today
another day like any day
 

but you don't see me like they saw me
do you
you don't want me as they
wanted me those days that I remember
when it seemed as though
some ... one would care for me
as long as I would be
 

it isn't so
and I must know


exactly when a day like any other
found me lost and every semblance
of the dreams of my remembrance
vanished 'neath a stream
not felt before


I must ask the world now
why do I not matter anymore
and why has life become a chore
 

giraffes are silly things you know
the treetops have no leaves to show
for winter's come
and branches sag with snow


old spindly legs are frail now
and let's face it
what's the point
there's really not a place left
they can go
 

I don't kid myself
no, I don't laugh






 

Author Notes


Chapter 56
The Sea Reflected in the Sky

By michaelcahill



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The Sea Reflected in the Sky
 
 
many masts of mist
billowed a spray of
possibility
as envisioned by my desire
 

dreams are fine for awhile
but delusions soon
require
a quill of many cursive swirls
to curl a vision fit
for a King's ransom of fantasies
 

she stepped from the bow
somehow
onto the crest of a wave
 

tsunami quelled
and felled by the peace
in her soul


the shore wiggled
and parted for each step


laughter glittered on the wings
of crystal eagles
gliding and sliding
through clouds at first drifting
then soaring like kites
on    the    strings    of    imagination
 

no, I did not question
my good fortune
I held her
and the universe
became


                  something else
 

 
 
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Chapter 57
I Think Maybe Autumn is Forever

By michaelcahill



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I Think Maybe Autumn is Forever
 

a leaf
auburn, apricot
scarlet where the water hits--
a furrow dug in the stream
by a stem ...
     perhaps with purpose
 

but purpose
has no affect
when a stream's course
      is set
 

even the power to
forge against
does not
allay what has to be
 

once was a tree,
and a leaf grew--
green seemed immortal
and moist
 

the wind knew of tales
to be told,
of seasons,
famine in other lands ...
myths
   now shown to be real
 

the crisping began
the beholder's vision of
      beauty
 

what of fear then
brittle frightens
and as the hold tightens
         it snaps
 

              for once to fly


for want of wings
    the sky remains a dream
 

some trees understand mercy
and strain to
cast a shadow over the water
 

thus a journey
     in lieu of quiet contemplation
 

the world has waterfalls
and grand endless oceans
 

wish for them
 

          and maybe






 


Chapter 58
The Silent Hand

By michaelcahill

the caress of the silent hand
is gentle and honors us
tonight
our fears
have turned to a tickling at the end
                of our own probing fingertips
                surely we would be admonished
                                severely
                                were this wrong
 
on this precipice high above our homeland
the hand would surely strike us down
to the valley below
were it angered
 
                yet, I feel its force strengthen
                even as my desire strengthens for you
                                you feel it too
                                                it is clear
                                                as we now clinch together
                                                both aware of its new awareness
 
it whips my back now in slaps
but my passion denies its admonitions
it is true that I care more for you
than the fury of its retribution
 
in a rage it sweeps us skyward
and its silence becomes a howling
and we join its shrill song
but it is not fear we sing of
 
in moments we find ourselves
in the valley
the silent hand
once again brushes our cheeks
 
the myth of the wind
is no myth
 
 

 

Author Notes

Check out the poetry forum for all the other amazing entries and rules and regulations behind our little challenge. YOU are invited. It is mad fun guaranteed. :))

This week's topic: Myth of the Wind

Free Verse
Minimum of 100 words

Pretend you are a member of a primitive tribe at some point in the past. Your people have beliefs and traditions very different from those of other societies around the world. All we want to know is what wind means to you. Give some reasons or examples, as you talk about this invisible yet powerful force of nature.

Suggestions (none required, just ideas to get you started):

In your society, is wind worshipped? Feared?
Does wind have a spirit? A name?
What does it bring to your people?
What stories do you have about its effects?
What myths do you have about its origin?

Please do NOT use myths of known societies, such as Incas, Native Americans, remote tribes of Borneo, etc. Invent your own, and only as regards wind.




Chapter 59
Sand Waiting Too Long for the Sea

By michaelcahill




Sand Waiting Too Long for the Sea
                                                   by michael cahill 



I contemplate writing a poem in the desert …
 
I admit to being ill-advised
on occasion
abrasions of various and sundry nature
appear in a figurative (Hummel) 
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and literal (Remington)   photo remmington1_zpsuzxtauf7.jpg
fashion 


where they will (and testament)  
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for the desert is hot
and liars say I’m not
 

ancient winds once graced these very sands
perhaps a story danced on a breeze, smiling
its truth and wisdom as whim whisked it away
to corners unknown and shadows unshown to
eyes afraid of darkness and the truth therein
but darkness protects truth and cradles it for
the brave who venture in trepidation eschewing
the old superstitions embedded in their marrow
for matters of a grey nature supersede in the thinking
creature
 

truth is discovered and questing begins
sharing triggers a need
to meld

 

well, not to be found (bucket)
sand, not to be drowned
 

disheveled, no shovel or desire
to bury (I’d marry, but what does she know?)
 

what if she were to find me here in the now
unkempt and unadorned
would charm alone behoove her interest
even though it is currently lacking
could she yet ascribe the possibility of it
were the maître d' to festoon the checkered
table cloth with the Boudreaux from
a vineyard unheard of in these parts
what if I simple removed the cork
naked

 

in sandals now
encountering Jesus who smiles
apparel approval
drug test passed
not he who asked
 

Whither thou goest in yon desert son
 

speech tag pause …
 

Well, J.C., I worry
the chick from the
Exorcist might reside in Hell
and she scares me
 
 

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It’s just a movie …
 

See? I thought it was a total waste of time taking
four years of Latin in high school.
My insane mother was right
 

I perform a quadratic equation in the sand


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Jesus howls with laughter
The devil appears to say
SHOW YOUR WORK
Jesus nods towards me …
The Devil howls in pain (I think)
 

A host of Angels appear in the sky
An army of Demons breech the horizon
on the run
 

The Angels alight on the ground with concert harps and begin to play
manna laced with medical grade marijuana rains from the heavens and covers
the battlefield and bolts of lightning sets it ablaze

 

The Lord free styles his rap unto a weary Earth, “Oh yeeeeeeaaaaaaah!”
 

Within hours’ love becomes the only purpose and only memory and only dream
 

Cher turns back time


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I find a way
 

I contemplate writing a poem in the desert …



 
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Chapter 60
A Day and Night Dream

By michaelcahill



A Day and Night Dream
                                                                 by michael cahill


 
 
it never escapes me
my dream
         day and night
clinging … even desperately
when force fights hope into a corner
preying with reality’s many weapons


                mysterious time              
                                no doubt oblivious          
                                to itself
                                an unconscious irony
                                unaffected, for it will always be


                doubt’s truth
                           creator of scenarios
                           each with their own reality
                                         battles to the death
                                         miracles of life redeemed

                ignorance
                         oxygen in water
                         water full of salt
                         salt absorbing water
                         heat evaporating the last drop
 
a pillar of salt remains
on the flats pointing to nowhere
an ocean never flows
through a valley void of tomorrows
 

but still
it never escapes me
when I dream
day and night
 

I close my eyes
and
high upon the mountain
             it is cold
                I pause to consider
                          Heaven’s lack of warmth
                                             is it vacant …
 

the distraction rides a snowflake
carefully chosen from several
different from the others
          special
 

warmth comes from somewhere
I believe it is inside of someone
and melting surprises the mountainside
it shivers and comes to life
           there is more warmth
                        more melting
                                more shivering
 

I awaken and the dream continues
 

I stand at the bottom of the cliff
                looking up
the cliff is dry and lined with foliage
 

a drop of melted mountain snow
             plunges from the cliff
                      to my waiting tongue
 

I’m not practical
or even sensible
I understand frantic pursuit
I relish ultimate pleasure
                loud joy
                     raucous release


there are those who smile
remembering
 

still I dream
         and it never escapes me
 

now, together
I pause to your surprise
I search for your soul
with deliberation I move
     and urge you to move in response
 

focus
every cell connecting
acknowledging each connection
   soul searing soul
       slow circles
leaning far to the right
             then the left
rising up and forward
           connected and acknowledging
neither escaping
            neither trapped
 

another drop
      another
            a stream
                    a torrent
more than I can consume
                         I don’t stop
 
the mountain rumbles
the world buckles in laughter
doubt is unknown
time is unaware
 

I dream day and night
          it never escapes me


                                               I know your name






 

Author Notes

To view in the recommended Classic format click: HERE



Chapter 61
African Wind

By michaelcahill

Author Note:YES, FOR YOU

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Author Notes

I recommend the Classic view for the discriminating viewer. Click on the title and be whisked away to days of yore. African Wind Enjoy the CLASSIC experience!

Please, in this case, do listen to the music as it does go with the words. I close my eyes and see a woman. She is lovely, yes, but I see how beautiful she truly is.







Chapter 62
An Buachaill Agus Cailin Sin

By michaelcahill

Author Note:THIS BOY AND THAT GIRL



An Buachaill Agus Cailín Sin
(This Boy and That Girl)
                                                    by Michael Patrick O'Cahill



 
This boy of humble origin stood firm, would not be swayed  
would not be stopped
nor be dismayed
at every crooked turn in life he found himself alone
and sadness dropped
inside his bones
but still his path lay forward always and he followed on
he'd hope adopt
and never sought a shoulder where he’d rest his head upon

 
That girl was neither wealthy nor bestowed with waves of love 
no, she was shunned
no honored dove
though gifted, envy reared its hateful head and struck her down
with blows that stunned
hate’s thorny glove
and those who should have cherished her would rather see her drown
crushed from above
but somehow, deep within, she found the strength to seek renown




 
In the hidden clover-covered meadow of forever,
a boy of sullen disposition happened on a girl.
She pierced him keenly with the greenest eyes
that saw so deep inside
through every puzzle and facade--
and poorly manufactured wall she saw it all
and looked way in …
past the complex maze into the hiding place,
the shiv'ring trembling room,
the secret room he thought so safe.


 but then he        LEAPT!
right up and out flash-quickly with a twisting  flourished style!
“I greet you fairest lady, (and I wink just when I smile)
you are ever lovely dear, I think, oh yes, and spritely bright.”
(My heart has never chattered quite so loudly,
but I fear that you have found me and seen here where I dwell,
and it’s not so grand impressive my quaint den do hear me tell.)
 

“A walk or stroll or just a skip through
this green dandy dell,
might do us well.”
(Oh, I hope she has not heard the screaming sound of love--
for mercy me, my lov'ly girl, 'tis surely I have fell)
 

She turns out towards the meadow and slyly she looks back--
I take this as her bidding me come forth.
And scared and quaking though I am,
I shall not pass this chance.
In my soul I feel this is
our first grand lovers' dance.
 

But she said not a word,
as though she need not make a sound.
(it was as though her presence there sufficed)
So talking is left up to me, and she surely found
that uttering and muttering flowed from me quite unbound
and gratefully when e'er I peeked she would still be 'round.
Yes, that was a fact that clearly did astound!
 


So there they are now frolicking, this boy and, yes, that girl.
It’s clear that something there's a foot.
He’ll tell you that she is the love of his whole life,
there is no doubt.


She’ll tell you she’s no words she’ll add
to this sweet little tale,
but she is here, so why'd you ask cannot you see?
Is there any other girl you see here by his side?



“I won’t waste my precious time by speaking obv'ous things.
You should know it is quite clear
where I choose to abide.”



 
In ancient times, it is told of souls that they are not bound
but by the belief that they are captive. As centuries passed,
a resignation to captivity became a part of the psyches of
humanity. Time strode forth in innocence, as it always does,
and humanity hid within the shells it found itself born into,
and forgot how to fly. Only one part of humanity was able
 to remember that souls are not bound. They are the souls
who discover each other and walk in meadows of clover
and never are beaten by anything the world has to offer.


Such souls are this boy and that girl.


You see, they are Irish.





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Author Notes

FIRST: I only ended this with those words because that's who I happen to be. The ending is different for everyone depending on who you happen to be. Please don't think that it is an ending only for me. If you are Navajo, then that is how the poem ends for you. If you are French, then it ends thus. It ends as Irish only because I am Irish. We are all equal and should be equally proud of who we are and just as proud of who everyone else is. :))

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An Buachaill Agus Cailin Sin--Gaelic (Irish) "This boy and that girl"
un-bookul-ahgus-kylun-shun--pronunciation (roughly)

By now there's no sense in me trying to ascribe a name to the form or forms I've come up with. LOL! It's just what I came up with. It's like Hannibal Lector in Silence of the Lambs, there is no name for what it is.

Poetic license was used with this. It seems those in charge of licensing are liberal with their distribution.

This is my tale from my perspective and my imagination. I don't presume to know what anyone else thinks or feels. This could be called my wish or hope. Maybe it's shared, maybe not. I haven't a clue. Maybe I made the whole thing up. Remember, creative writing is creative.






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